1. Such is Life 7


    Date: 10/15/2014, Categories: Fiction, Author: Pussyeeter, Rating: 90.8, Source: sexstories.com

    "Oh my god girl. I am so sorry you had to carry all of that for so long." I said. "Is it ok if I hugged you?" I asked. "Yes it is." She said as she leaned to her side and onto me. As I held her she continued crying. I just let her go, like I said, I wanted her to feel some kind of relief, no matter how little it was. She turned her arm over and held onto my arm and we just sat there like that for quite a while. She cried while I held her the entire time. She was crying so hard that her tears dripped on my arms. The poor girl shook as she sobbed. "Why haven't you talked to anyone?" I asked. "Because, every time I tried I would get yelled at and told that I needed to get over it. Mom and dad were already grieving so I didn't want to bother them with it. My brothers didn't want to even talk about it. None of my friends even care. That's why I feel so alone." She said. "Jesus. You have me now." I said. "I know." She said as she cried. "How did you get through it?" She asked. "Shit I don't even know. I like to think that Janine helped me through it." I said. "Really? Cause sometimes I feel like she is around me. It feels like she is with me." She said. "She more than likely is Courtney." I said. "So when I don't feel her around me, she must be around you." She said. "Yeah, I think so too. But right now you need her more than I do, and I think she knows it." I said as she sat up, turned and faced me. "Can I ask you something now?" She asked. "You can ask me anything." I replied. ...
    "Ok, I already know about how she told you, and how she thought she was pregnant with your baby. She told me about all of that in the book. What was it like for you after she died in your arms?" She asked. "Oh god. I thought my world was crashing down around me after she told me she had the cancer. Nope, not the case. I was holding her when she took her last breath and during that time I felt at peace. I was so numb through her funeral and everything. But after I got home. I don't know. I can't describe it. I had never experienced anything like that in my life, not even when my mom was in the hospital. That took the whole "world crashing down around me" to a whole new level. I really don't really know how to explain it." I said. "So how did you deal with it?" She asked. "I didn't for quite a while. I slept all the time. I spent an entire week in her Appartment taking her hydro codones and drinking her alcohol just to try to take the edge off. It worked, but once it all wore off, I was back in the dumps." I said. "Kind of what I do now. So how did you finally get out of it?" She asked. "I'm going to sound like a crazy man here, so keep that in mind." I said. "That's ok." She said. "After a while of severe depression I was ready to end it all. I wanted to die so I could be with her. That's all I wanted, that's it nothing else. Your sister had an entire bottle of muscle relaxers left. I planned on taking all of them after I drank 2 fifths of vodka, and the two cases of beer that I ...
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