1. Such is Life 7


    Date: 10/15/2014, Categories: Fiction, Author: Pussyeeter, Rating: 90.8, Source: sexstories.com

    everything. Now that she is gone I have no one. I feel very alone." She said. "I know the feeling very well. I felt very alone and empty for the longest time. She did the same thing for me after she and I started to date." I said. She then started to talk about her sisters death and how much it had been affecting her. It was like she had been holding all of this in for all of these years. All her sadness just poured out of her as she kept talking. I just sat there and listened to everything she said. I didn't say a word. I just sat there and looked in her eyes and soaked every word that she spoke in. I know this sounds crazy and stupid, but I could almost feel her despair flowing from her as she vented everything out that she seemed to have been holding in for the last two and a half years. It was very sad to me to know that she didn't have anyone that she could talk to. It was sad to me that she had been in so much pain for so damn long. I didn't give her any advice, I didn't even think about what I could say to her. Even when she started to bash men I just sat there and let her go. I didn't even feel any ounce of animosity towards her as she did. All I wanted, was for her to let everything out, I wanted her to feel some sense relief, no matter how little, I just wanted her to feel better. This went on for hours. As she talked she started to sober up. The more she sobered up, the more clearer she thought. She then started to really pour her heart out to me and sobbed as she ...
    did. During all of this, I was sitting next to her on the couch, and she looked over at me a few times. She didn't even realize that I had turned my tv off so I could focus on her. I gave her ever single bit of my attention, I had to. She needed me to. She went on and on about everything she had been through since her sister died. She started drinking right after Janine died and had been in several abusive relationships with both men and women, her friend Allie being one of them. She dropped them like bad habits mainly because of what her sister wrote in that little pink book. She still didn't believe that she deserved better, so as a result she had been single for the last six months. All of the abuse she had gone through just compounded on her sadness like crazy. After four hours or more, of her just venting, she got quiet. She took a really deep breath and exhaled slowly, almost like a really long and big sigh, and then I watched her shoulders dropped. You know how people say that it feels like they feel like the weight of the world just lifted off of their shoulders? I think I had just physically witnessed that first hand. It was a very beautiful thing to see. After almost five minutes of silence, she looked over at me and into my eyes. "Can I ask you something?" I asked. "Yeah you can." She said as she looked over at me. "When was the last time you talked about any of this?" I asked. "I never have. This is the first time I have ever talked about any of this." She said. ...
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