1. Such is Life 7


    Date: 10/15/2014, Categories: Fiction, Author: Pussyeeter, Rating: 90.8, Source: sexstories.com

    found in the garage. But I was so drunk that I passed out. I woke up with a massive hangover and took a bunch of aspirin and went to bed again. I slept all day, and all night. I woke up and took a piss and went back to bed. As I slept I had a very lucid dream, a very very lucid dream. She was in that dream. She actually talked to me. She said some things to me that basically snapped me out of it I guess." I said. "What did she say?" She asked. I sat and told her everything that Janine said to me in my dream. As I did we both started to cry like crazy. It was as though she needed to hear those words too. Like I said, I hold those words very sacred so I will not share them here. "After that I was faced with a decision. I could do one of two things, I could let it ruin my life, and let it kill me, or I could take this experience and use it to help others. The more I thought about it the more I realized that Janine would want me to take the second route, which was to use this to help others. But I needed to heal first, and the only way I could do that was get off of my ass and live. Not only would she want me to live, she would want me to succeed. But the thing was, after that dream I had about her, and her saying what she did, I wanted to. I had to." I said. "Why didn't she come to see me?" She asked. "I'm not sure. The best explanation I can come up with is that maybe she thought you were stronger than I was. I almost killed myself just to be with her." I replied. "You really ...
    really loved her a lot didn't you?" She asked. "Yeah I did." I said. "So how are you doing now? Are you like, still struggling with it or have you come to terms with it?" She asked. "After well over a year, I finally came to terms with it. I personally watched her suffer. I knew she was in pain, I was there with her. I was holding her and sleeping with her. After seeing all that, I now know that she is in a better place. She isn't sick, and she isn't in pain. In my dream she was glowing, and she was really happy and at peace." I said. "Thank you." She said. "I didn't do much." I said. "You did more than you will ever know. And thank you for sharing that with me." She said. "Look, I am going to sound all cliche and everything and I really don't mean to, but you need to know that you are not alone Courtney. I am here now, I have been where you are now, I know what it's like." I said. "I know. My brothers keep yelling at me and saying "do you honestly think that you're the only one that lost her" and then they would keep yelling at me, saying that I was just being selfish." She said. "They are grieving too. I've come to terms with her death so it's a lot easier for me to sympathize with you. If I hadn't come to terms with it, I probably wouldn't be. Hell I wouldn't be here right now, I would be dead." I said. "I'm really glad you did, because now I have someone I can talk to." She said. "Yes you do. Just promise me that if you need to talk about it you come and talk to me." I ...
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