1. Chrissie


    Date: 9/30/2015, Categories: BDSM, Fetish, Author: klammer, Rating: , Source: xHamster

    has been greater. I am much more submissive in my relationship with my wife and much more eager to please her. Even though she can be a selfish demanding bitch sometimes, I understand her moods more because I have the same feminine hormones running through my body, albeit without the same sexual urges she has. I am much more attuned to her feelings when she is approaching her period and gets particularly irritated with me. It makes me happy when she has had sex with one of her lovers because she always has that warm glow afterwards. That's when we are happiest together. To some extent, the oestrogen treatment is strangely addictive. I enjoy the hot flashes and the confusion I feel the next few days and I love the feminine rushes that sometimes make me perspire. I do get those once or twice a day. The only problem is that there is a letdown when the hormones wear off later in the week and my male testosterone begins to balance the female hormones out. Then I just feel a bit flat and get prone to depression. I have talked with Helen about this and she is considering whether or not to provide me with two doses a week, although they would initially be weaker but would have a more cumulative effect. Unfortunately that would take away the rush I get on the weekends, which is the part I am addicted to. Heidi is quite happy that I am submissive and feminised. Whilst she has an active sex life I take care of all the bills, the cleaning (including changing the cum stained sheets after ...
    her lovers leave) and cooking and buying her clothes, making sure that she has a supply of hold-up stockings and lingerie. I do sometimes develop an underlying resentment at my situation. After all, what man gets married and ends up medically castrated while his wife enjoys her sexual freedom? Thankfully I don't have to go to an office every day. I can make a quite decent living doing my creative work from home. I don't have to have a masculine wardrobe to match my feminine one and I can spend the morning working in my dressing gown until I shower and put on something nice to wear outside. It has been over three years since Heidi has had sex with me and on a certain level I miss it. I know it's just not in her realm of possibilities and it's something she flat out refuses to discuss. In fact, it is as if she doesn't account for any sexual desire I may have had and now considers me sort of a neuter, if that makes sense at all. To be honest, with the regular d**gs I take, I have been more than neutered but there are still underlying masculine urges I have, although they are very rare and only manifest themselves a few days before my weekly hormone shot. It may seem trivial but what most bothers me is that she has two large dildos on her bedside table that she uses to get herself off. Both of them are twice as large as my prick was back in the days when I could get hard. It is humiliating to see them when I make the bed in the morning. I often find them s**ttered under the duvet ...
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