1. Chrissie


    Date: 9/30/2015, Categories: BDSM, Fetish, Author: klammer, Rating: , Source: xHamster

    dainty gold heart necklace that Heidi gave me for my 35th birthday last year. I do fantasise about skirts and heels and getting manicures but that seems to be a line I don't want to cross in real life now. I prefer the gender neutral look I have right now. I don't wear perfume and I certainly don't wear any makeup, although I do pluck my eyebrows. Helen just says I should go with the flow and dress like I want to dress and not worry about what anybody else thinks. That works to some extent but when men see me with just a top and leggings on they can see that I don't have any breasts and I get a lot of confused glances. She says that is an issue we can work on in the future which sort of implies that she thinks it would be healthier if I got implants. At her insistence and with Heidi's consent, I did have the dreaded Adam's apple removed a year and a half ago. I'm not sure I am ready to have a pair of boobs yet. My voice has also moved up a few octaves. It helps that I never had a deep masculine voice. Now, when I hear myself speaking I sound very gender neutral but more feminine than masculine. I haven't consciously developed any feminine traits; I just do what is natural to me. My skin is much healthier with the hormones and I no longer have to shave. I just wax every week. I do keep my legs and underarms smoothly shaven and I keep my nether regions equally smooth. I do paint my toenails and keep my feet in good shape but I would never paint my fingernails. I have a small ...
    nose and full lips and I think I look pretty when I see myself in the mirror. If I am being really honest with myself, I look more attractive as a woman than I ever did as a man. My face just seems to work in a feminine sense more than a masculine one. I also have the cheekbones which make a feminine face attractive. If you want an idea of how I look now think of a slightly more petite version of the BBC presenter Fiona Bruce with blonde streaks in her hair and a slightly more upturned nose. Some of my personal foibles, which have not changed since I began the hormone treatment, were always more feminine in nature than masculine. I like playing with my hair, I have never crossed my legs like a man does and I have never had that male swagger when I walk. I've always been complimented on my smile but never more so than since I have been on the oestrogen treatment. My legs look quite good compared to most other women. My calves are well defined and I have nice firm thighs. I have tried on high heels a few times at M&S and the shop girls always tell me I look great in them. I didn't feel clumsy wearing them either. I found it perfectly natural to walk in them but I don't know what they would be like for long distances. I do have a couple of short heels which I sometimes wear out and there are a pair of high heel black patent leather shoes I have been fantasising about but they wouldn't really look good unless I took the plunge and started wearing skirts. Psychologically the change ...
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