1. Chrissie


    Date: 9/30/2015, Categories: BDSM, Fetish, Author: klammer, Rating: , Source: xHamster

    and covered with her dried pussy juices. It's as if she is making a statement that my cock was never enough for her and she always needed one bigger. Thanks to Helen and the oestrogen treatment my cock is now barely big enough to hold between two fingers and my balls are the size of marbles and the memories of when it was five inches and hard are too distant to recall. In fact, I have developed something of a distaste for my 'equipment' and sometimes fantasise about being totally smooth down there. It's not as if all of Heidi's lovers are superbly handsome, fit and rich. One of her recent conquests, Rob, is anything but a knock out. Granted, he is another married alpha male with an uptight wife who has probably never given a man a blowjob in her entire life. But he feels more than entitled to have a lover like Heidi on the side. I would consider myself to have been a better looking man before I began the hormone treatment, although, according to Heidi, he possesses a huge cock and the ability to use it to drive her crazy. He also has that inherent confidence that I always lacked. In one instance he came over to our house to watch a television show and, whilst Heidi was on the sofa next to him, he took her hand and placed it over his cock and had her play with him during the entire television program while I was in the same room. After the program ended she slid down in front of him, unzipped his trousers and proceeded to suck his cock. She begged him to fuck her but he ...
    refused, although he did finally cum in her mouth. Then he got up and left without thanking her. I also find Rob secretly sneaking glances at me, which makes me feel very uncomfortable. The last thing our marriage needs is for one of Heidi's lovers to be attracted to me. Of course I find it flattering and it does make me blush but if Heidi had an inkling that Rob had a thing for me there would be hell to pay. One of the strangest things I have had to get used to in my new life is being looked at like a sex object by other men. Obviously Rob knows I am genetically a man but still seems to be attracted to the feminine me. Since Helen has started the Depo-Provera treatment on me my sex drive has been wiped out, but there is still some sort of desire I have to be thought of in a sexual way and perhaps someday to satisfy someone needs. I think the oestrogen treatment also brings out my submissive side in a massive way. To be honest, I do sometimes have a **** fantasy, not as the perpetrator of the crime, but as the victim. I feel like I am no longer in the dominant gender of society and now have joined submissive half. So, when I catch men like Rob giving me a leering glance I don't think of anything sexual as such. I dream of bending to their superior will and providing, not just what they want, but what they deserve. The sex life Heidi and I once enjoyed long ago is now a closed subject we no longer really talk about. It is sort of like she never acknowledges that I was ever anything ...
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