1. He Did It In My Mouth


    Date: 12/6/2014, Categories: Fiction, Bi-sexual, Blowjob, Gay, Mature, Oral Sex, Reluctance, Young, Author: bryanll, Rating: 84.4, Source: sexstories.com

    other is eager to give up all control and be passive and obedient. The greater the differential, the more they are attracted—generally speaking. The greater the age difference; the greater the physical-size difference; the greater the intellectual difference; the greater the station in life difference; the greater there are other similar differences; then the more likely the dominant will pursue the submissive and the submissive will yield and surrender. I knew none of those things at the time, of course, but I felt those things and they affected my thoughts and behavior because I was born naturally submissive, whether I could define it or not. Therefore, being in the presence of a man like Cal, tapped on those submissive traits even though I had no awareness of how any of it worked. I have no idea if Cal knew any of it. Maybe he “played” me. Maybe he knew all of those things by watching me and talking to me and then he just used his superior knowledge of the subject to push the right buttons within me, but I just don’t know that whatsoever. I also don’t know what I should think about it if he did and for that, I would love your thoughts ( bryanLL at hushmail). Years later, a friend offered two more suggestions to explain my susceptibility to Cal. My friend’s first notion was that I had/have daddy issues. I was unsupervised. I seldom saw my aloof father and adults seldom paid attention to me. I don’t know if it applies to me but I suppose it could. The second reason he ...
    suggested for my susceptibility to Cal was my great need for attention and acceptance and acknowledgment. He suggested that being unsupervised by adults made me feel devalued by adults and that brought with it a barrenness within, a void, a need for adult attention. Yeah—maybe—I could see that. To this day, I am not certain of a lot of it. Back then when it was happening, I didn’t understand any of the psychological or psychosexual analytics. I was drawn to Cal. I was available to Cal. I was hopeful he would make a sexual move, one that involved me sucking, yet I was crazy-apprehensive of it. The week that followed his “pretty little mouth” comment didn’t come with any follow up. He was at the Basement about every other day and while he was friendly, I didn’t detect any amount of sexual aura. While I was relieved that I wouldn’t have to deal with anything of a sexual nature, I was also disappointed. Those two forces battled within me and I can still feel the frustration I carried for days because of it. I didn’t want to become a cocksucker. I was afraid to even try. Yet, I wanted him to pursue me for it. It was crazy and my head was in a constant state of turmoil. The following week, on a day when Taylor was not there, Cal caught me isolated from the others for a few seconds and approached me and bent over to my ear and whispered, “I would love to drive you home tonight. We can talk. Okay? Don’t walk. I’ll drive you.” It seemed to almost be a command and, being a submissive and ...
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