1. He Did It In My Mouth


    Date: 12/6/2014, Categories: Fiction, Bi-sexual, Blowjob, Gay, Mature, Oral Sex, Reluctance, Young, Author: bryanll, Rating: 84.4, Source: sexstories.com

    never done that before? I shook my head. “Never.” “Well you have some mouth on you. Damn. I’ve had some cocksuckers but that is one smooth and snug mouth and you really fucking know how to suck on a man’s dick. Amazing kid. Amazing.” He drove me home. I didn’t say much. My head was spinning and confused more than ever. I said goodnight and then lay in bed just remembering what had happened and how wonderful it all was and how I was completely innocent yet how it was so overwhelming. Yes, I still had his semen in my mouth and I could still feel the film it left, so—yes—I was officially a cocksucker, but then again, I wasn’t. I hadn’t agreed to suck his cock and I wasn’t the one who caused it all to happen. He had used my mouth. If anyone had guilt it was him. I could never be labeled a “cocksucker” until I actually made my own the decision to suck cock. With Cal, I had just never made that agreement. He had used my mouth. I had never decided to suck. Yes, I had sucked on his cock but no, I wasn’t a cocksucker. That argument was important to me for many reasons but the single most important reason would be one I knew I would face the very next day. Taylor! I knew I would be face-to-face with her and I had to be able to convince myself that I had not been her grandfather’s cocksucker the night before. He had used my mouth. Even though I had sucked on her grandfather’s penis, that didn’t count because I wasn’t the one who caused it to happen. Therefore, I was innocent and in that ...
    case, it really never happened. I couldn’t imagine facing Taylor with any other thinking. I HAD to convince myself of those things or I would never be able to even look at her or think I should be her friend. I also told myself that it would never happen again because it had taken years to do it one time with one man so that meant would be years before I did it again and with anyone. I know much of those thoughts were just me lieing to myself. I know that now, but it got me through the great conflicts I had inside over doing what I did. I admit that anytime I fantasized about cocksucking, it was a replay of Cal’s cock in my mouth in that dim lit basement so that was one compelling argument that I was not being honest with myself back then. My friendship with Taylor and the future of these things with Cal are for a later story and if you are interested in that, you can e mail me at brianLL and that is at Hushmail . com. There is much more to tell. I think the important thing for this story is that I know I was deceiving myself that first time, but I suppose it was what I had to do at the time to do what I wanted to do most --- kneel before a daddy-type man and suck on his penis. I was so crazy for it and had been for two years before Cal came along and to finally get the chance, I had to do it, even if I had to lie and put all of the responsibility on him. I knew I was a cocksucker, even before I ever met Cal. I say that because in my times alone after dark when I was in bed, ...