1. He Did It In My Mouth


    Date: 12/6/2014, Categories: Fiction, Bi-sexual, Blowjob, Gay, Mature, Oral Sex, Reluctance, Young, Author: bryanll, Rating: 84.4, Source: sexstories.com

    willpower. I couldn’t move and I was terrified of the fact that the desire to suck had grown so big within me. My eyes were glued to his rock hard penis but I was simply unable to do what he suggested. I just could not take that step nor act on my own. He moved forward. “Not going to hurt you kid. Just relax.” His hand put a little grip to my head. His other hand held his steel-like erection. He moved forward. I was mesmerized; frozen. I could see it. I was aware of what was happening. I was overwhelmed. Confused. Paralyzed. Then . . . I felt it! He had put his penis to my closed mouth! That “thing” was against my lips! He told me to relax. Just let it happen. Just let it happen. Just let it happen. It was hard and felt like velvety rubber on the end. There was no mistaking it was rock hard like a steel rod and I knew my mouth was much too soft and weak and I was too helpless and … and … I knew there was no turning back and no getting away and I doubted very much that I had any amount of willpower and I believed he was right about me having waited for it for much too long, and . . . He pushed against my lips but not very hard. “Just relax, kid,” he said again. “Let it happen.” Then, it occurred to me. Something big and important. Something very convincing. A game-changer. I wasn’t taking his cock into my mouth. HE was pushing it into my mouth. That was so very important because it meant that I was NOT responsible for what was happening, he was! I wasn’t realllllllly a ...
    cocksucker but rather, he was just pushing his penis into my mouth with or without me agreeing to it or accepting my place as a cocksucker! I was off the hook! What was happening could NOT be blamed on me because I was completely passive! It was all on him! I could take his penis into my mouth and be completely innocent! He was doing it; not me! I would never have to admit to ever having been a cocksucker because “that man” had pushed his penis into my mouth without me ever having a choice or saying I wanted it! The argument was perfect! It hadn’t come in a string of words with logical thought but rather in a mere instant of revelation, like 1000 words dropped into me within a single grain. That was the pattern for much of what I experienced and learned. It might take me 1000 words to describe it here, but much of what I am saying was instantaneous revelation. So, guess what happened next. I surrendered my mouth to him. I would never have predicted I would do such a thing, especially not the first time I was with him. It happened when he once again pushed his penis against my lips. Since the whole sordid event was his responsibility and I was off the hook for it, I found myself able to permit my lips to soften so that when he pushed his cock to me harder, it spread my mouth slightly and his cockhead moved between my lips and partially into my mouth. I remember his groan and then I felt both of his hands on my head and then I felt him pushing into me and then I felt … I felt … I felt ...
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