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New Control
Date: 10/29/2014, Categories: BDSM, Fetish, Shemales, Author: LaArana, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster
shaved/bathed like that even if it is by a lover. By the 5th day I felt I'd come to terms with my chastity and started to find it easier to just forget about it. There were times I'd get really excited about something but I felt a conditioning starting to take effect and the excited feeling seemed to shift from a physical excitement to a more mental or emotional stimulation. That took a while to get over that adjustment. Also on the fifth day my computer privileges were renewed so I was able to return to looking at things that would excite me online. Yet again another wave of frustration as I'd return to sites like this one and almost felt disconnected not being able to "get into it" all like I was before. Knowing others watching the same fetish vids or watching the same live webcams were free and able to play while I was chaste and only able to watch and crave pleasure myself. By now I started understanding the total control my boyfriend has in the relationship now. After the first full week in chastity a new transformation started to occur internally which eventually started showing itself outwardly, ultimately that was my boyfriend's goal. He'd been pleased to find that while my sex was controlled and my behavior corrected I wanted only to please him -he knew it and I know it. One week quickly became two ...