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New Control
Date: 10/29/2014, Categories: BDSM, Fetish, Shemales, Author: LaArana, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster
I'm no stranger to the concept of chastity and orgasm denial / control; but recent events have really opened my eyes to it and I now feel I can speak about my experiences with it now having been subjected to it for an extended time. Unlike my previous experiences with being controlled through chastity, this time I feel well and truly broken -in a totally submissive way. I had believed that my time with it before was all there was to it as previous lovers and Owners had locked me up from time to time in an effort to establish more control over me. Now my current situation has me at a whole new level in the understanding of how this has been used to keep me in a completely new mental and emotional state that perviously I'd never experienced before. Perhaps I should give a bit of backstory... I've been living with my boyfriend now for over 2 months. When I first came to live with him I knew my place in the living arrangement was to be a total bottom / submissive plaything which honestly is where I belong in any relationship. I'm naturally submissive, always deferring to someone else, happy when I'm pleasing someone and hate making difficult decisions; having someone else in control and making those decisions for me is much preferable. So when it came time to move in with my boyfriend it was decided that total control had to be established from the get-go. I've be in other relationships and living arrangements before and always in the bottom role, I hadn't been with someone so ...