1. New Control


    Date: 10/29/2014, Categories: BDSM, Fetish, Shemales, Author: LaArana, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    I'm no stranger to the concept of chastity and orgasm denial / control; but recent events have really opened my eyes to it and I now feel I can speak about my experiences with it now having been subjected to it for an extended time. Unlike my previous experiences with being controlled through chastity, this time I feel well and truly broken -in a totally submissive way. I had believed that my time with it before was all there was to it as previous lovers and Owners had locked me up from time to time in an effort to establish more control over me. Now my current situation has me at a whole new level in the understanding of how this has been used to keep me in a completely new mental and emotional state that perviously I'd never experienced before. Perhaps I should give a bit of backstory... I've been living with my boyfriend now for over 2 months. When I first came to live with him I knew my place in the living arrangement was to be a total bottom / submissive plaything which honestly is where I belong in any relationship. I'm naturally submissive, always deferring to someone else, happy when I'm pleasing someone and hate making difficult decisions; having someone else in control and making those decisions for me is much preferable. So when it came time to move in with my boyfriend it was decided that total control had to be established from the get-go. I've be in other relationships and living arrangements before and always in the bottom role, I hadn't been with someone so ...
    utterly in charge of me in years. My boyfriend dictates nearly everything in my life now, from how and what I eat, how I dress (in public and private), and now he has total control over my sex. It was noted early on in the relationship that I was a bit to horny and eager to pleasure myself. I'm always ready to please my lover(s) but it was pointed out that my desire for personal pleasure at times might of out-weighed my need to make my boyfriend happy. Really for the first time I've been allowed to really explore my submission as well as more of my gender confusion -being a "kept girl" has a way of really bringing out a form of hyper-sexuality in me that I'd never experienced before. When my boyfriend would stop home on his lunch break he noted that I seemed to be "spent" and not as interested in pleasing him on his hour break as I was in playing with myself. All it took was for him to arrive home after work one day to find I hadn't done my chores and wasn't there waiting at the door for him, instead he found me suited up in fetish gear on the internet playing on my webcam and watching porn. The changes came fast after that night.. much of my computer privileges were taken away, my webcam disabled, protocols were put in place for me to follow during the day when home alone and then within a couple of days a package arrived which included in it a CB-6000 male chastity device. When I was first shown the CB-6000 I simply figured I would be put in it for a night or two and during ...
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