1. Mindfuckers and the fucked: choose your side


    Date: 10/21/2014, Categories: Fiction, Author: Alpha_Male_NY, Rating: 0, Source: sexstories.com

    too, for now. Later on, I'll extort her with video clips made of our encounters without her consent; she'll be pushed around, slapped senselessly, ridiculed in front of her boyfriend. Why? Because she has to learn not to play with men. First, let's enjoy her gifts; when we had her more than a few times, but never too many, we get rid of her and make sure she doesn't forget who she fucked with. It'd keep her real, show to her man that she now has a different life, who knows? Maybe he proposes and she flies back to him the next morning. Nothing like being cheated to feel like you could do all the things you said you'd do but never got around to. Suddenly, you doubt yourself, pain makes you focus. Your tunnel vision takes you where the action unfolds: you can get there, you're on your way, pace yourself, don't rush, don't pause. Long term relationships aren't my thing, though they happen from time to time, taking a few weeks, a few months, if at all. In reality, if I stumble upon something comfortable and have space and time to leisure, I enjoy time by myself. Time with friends... what friends? I got people who surely qualify for that status. But I rarely see people I know, or have any friends whom I frequent. I'm sort of a loner in the highest social hierarchy of the word; in essence, if you were to engage me somehow, you'll see I have not a shy bone in my body, am very social and seemingly outgoing. I do go out from time to time, always a new place and often seldom, but ...
    friends are not something I'm very good at. I did have them in the past, not many but yeah, one or two. I'm a loner, yes. But only because I think if someone else is worth my time, I still am by myself most of the time. Nowadays, we're immersed in social media; my phone doesn't have Internet, just unlimited talk & text for a fraction of a smartphone. I like things simple. Only one person at a time. I am not running around, looking for someone to fuck the minute someone else walks out the door. Yeah, part of the mating ritual is, develop and harness your strength, keep your resolve virile and go for it. Will some women resist you? Of course. You can't possibly attract everything that surrounds you. Unless, of course, you believe that's the case. Look, people believe in all sorts of nonsense: religion, faithfulness, truthfulness, etc. We know we live in a world where everyone is secretly rooting for your demise, something that shows your vulnerability. It validates their limited views. Where as those who're strong will inspire you to go beyond, not overlook failures, move on swiftly. If you hurt, be one with your pain; do not fight how you feel, just find things to do and learn to enjoy your solitude. Venture out from time to time, exercise, meditate, write and keep chopping, the stone will be cut. I'm not into one night stands, though I can't complain when they happen. They do, but leave you empty and so you need to go on and find another skin to sink into, slowly. Long-term ...
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