1. Mindfuckers and the fucked: choose your side


    Date: 10/21/2014, Categories: Fiction, Author: Alpha_Male_NY, Rating: 0, Source: sexstories.com

    defeated from the beginning. Either we're the one who loves the most and feel as if our partner isn't a la par with us, or we're loved and not really feeling it. We can just drop the pretense that anyone owe us more than the time that they choose to spend with us, because that's what makes people want to come back for more: you give them space and chase. You pursue people, go out and meet more people, daily, if that's your style; I, on the other hand, like very much my solitude, time alone is spent on meditation, writing, reading, working out, doing chores and taking care of things at home. It means time to reflect, to enjoy, to venture out for a couple of beers and come back home to take care of business. Finally, I got my 401K loan and still got some money left from the income tax return. Even though I've been separated for the last three years, I kept the marriage status: come tax season we get a lofty sum of which I give her one third. I still fuck her, just like I do my other two girls. I often go out and bring home a random beautiful girl and introduce her to my other girls. How could this ever be possible if I played the gorilla boyfriend? Look, bottom line is simple, jealousy doesn't feel good, it really is about our insecurities, no one belongs to us and there's nothing more sexy than independence and people who love you without trying to change you. You can easily have threesomes, or if you're more reserved "a night off" each other. It's not that I dislike ...
    relationships. I see them as partnerships, and I give and I take, eventually all good things must come to an end. If you're wise enough, you'll recognize when it's time to move on; the harder you try to block it out, the more vivid the image will be and grow in you. We can't resist. We must surrender; do not fight your inner demons. Make peace with the devil and invite the good in. You can have your cake and eat it. Your girl can go out and have fun, stop being so primitive. It's not a pissing contest. Though you gotta do your own thing, don't just sit around and do nothing. Unless, of course, is mindfulness. My girl liked to bring a friend of hers who'd just ravish her right there by that sofa. It was a bitter winter, cold as never before, but people still ventured out. On good nights, take a walk out, have a beer. And then on your way back home, see the other guy's car parked on your driveway. You look up the window in your apartment and the light is on. You can't make out what's happening, but there's some fucking involved. You'd go to the bar, have another beer, everyone is looking at you, they know you're there without your woman and they know something is wrong. They may not say a damn thing, but they are thinking it. In fact, they're talking about it behind your back. Of course, I don't go much to the local bar. -Hey, buddy... your wife was here a little while ago. -Oh yeah... she's with that cousin of hers... -Yeah, that cousin -the bartender said. Two people nearby laughed, ...
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