1. Mindfuckers and the fucked: choose your side


    Date: 10/21/2014, Categories: Fiction, Author: Alpha_Male_NY, Rating: 0, Source: sexstories.com

    the eyes to see but lack the stomach to carry the mission swiftly and show no remorseless. It's not that "I don't have any" guilt, is that I don't even know what does anyone benefit from jealousy, guilt, rancor or any negative emotion, anger, regret, worry, fear.... emits like an echo that resonates in the background of your mind... I do have shame, I am wearing clothes, not like Lilian, mid-twenties, boyfriend in Iraq told her that he had been raped by the enemy and let go. His girlfriend never saw him after he came back from his tour. Lilian and I became lovers, I'd dress her in a camouflaged military outfit, sit her on top of me as she spoke to her boyfriend on the phone. Not pride, just sex, it's something we all crave and the sooner we realize that, the less anxiety to be had in our lives. Along with jealousy and resentment, anger is at its fueling root, diminish the intensity with which you process anger, unless you want to repel someone, the enemy is clear: anger. Think of your anger state, when it finally succeeds as a voice to animate itself unto you, making you its hostage, like a mind-control parasite that feeds off every bitter bout of unleashed, repressed feelings. Anger is a loss of control, and it'll guide you to a self-defeating and in itself-fulfilling place, one you know oh only too well. By then, it usually is too late. Be mindful of what voice harvests in your inner realm, so long as you're a watchful, like a vigilante spectator, ready to strike once it ...
    surfaces and eradicate this erratic and dissonant siren before it sinks its teeth and claws skin deep and spreads like a rampant fever and overtakes its host (you) with its seething tentacles. You can unmask it by neutralizing the pull it exerts, shut off your thoughts which may only fuel and ignite it, breath fully and deep. Once it has taken over, go to great lengths to minimize it, impart damage control, soften your approach. Recognize yourself in the act, as it happens, see yourself for the incredible-hulk moment you're undergoing. Anger is madness, and only because you can never be aware of its condition; no one can be reasonably crazy. What you say in anger, what you do, is hurtful; to you and to others, and it doesn't always remedy things. Why, then, such rush? Well, it's good to have it ready and in some instances, when it is absolutely necessary, to go all out. If you were to encounter a madman in the middle of the night in your home, wouldn't you go to great lengths to cast that intruder out? Same with anger, expel that demon out of you. Even in tense situations, things work out best if you assert yourself, you'll find most people eventually respond to reason and respect the level-headed entity that grounded them. You can exercise great power when you manage to keep yourself in check and remain in control. Ironically, sometimes all it takes is giving up the illusion that you can control someone else and by just refraining from engagement, by staying back like an ...
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