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The messed up life of a normal guy (diary)
Date: 9/22/2015, Categories: Taboo, Author: ilkaro, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster
from my c***dhood up to now. Along the lines I will tell my different experiences with alcohol, d**gs, prostitutes, homosexuality, threesomes, orgies. I’ve done the whole lot. As I said earlier I want to find out the origin of my messed up mind but at the same time I want to confess and be on my way to Redemption which I mostly have been in the last year except for not even a couple of relapses. That’s why I’m so angry at myself for losing those 5.000€. I don’t live with the consequences of that money loss yet but I will soon as I will need the money in a few weeks’ time to pay several fees for a mortgage. This is where my first post ends! Not really exciting so far but I did have to put a context to my story. What do I expect from you? Nothing and everything. If you find my story interesting and read it until the final “chapter” I’ll already be happy. But if you have a bit of compassion for me, I’ll gladly accept a donation. I realise I’m not the most desperate man on Earth, that loads of other persons have a much rougher life than mine. I also know that most fundraising campaigns are for persons in real need or with a deadly disease or for endangered a****l species or refugees from Syria, etc. I’m none of those but I messed up big time and I really am desperate. I don’t get my hopes up but I do speak the truth. Everything that you read and will read really happened to me. As Internet can be a crazy place sometimes, I just cross my fingers that this will be the case for me. So if you want, you can pop on my GoFundMe page and contribute to my “f****d it all up” fund, I would be most grateful. https://www.gofundme.com/pe4djgpw Yes, I am ashamed but I don’t really have a lot to lost now… As it is quite difficult for me to write all of this, I’ll probably write the next “story” in the course of next week. The next parts will be uploaded on to http://scratchingthesurface-blog.tumblr.com/ Cheers!