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the Night Whispers Index -4
Date: 9/11/2015, Categories: First Time, Lesbian Sex, Taboo, Author: stif266, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster
I don't remember returning to bed that night, but I woke on my back, naked with no covers. My daughter's pleasant moans rang in my ears as I tried rouse myself. It took me many minutes and a few idle strokes of my fingers between my legs to f***e my body from the bed and into my robe. Kira was still in her bedroom, so I crept down and made coffee. Before I'd finished my cup, she joined me at the table, eyes averted. "Kira..." I said, trying to remember what I'd planned to say to her the night before. "I'm sorry ... I shouldn't have done that..." She shrugged, "it happens..." "Well ... it shouldn't have ... not where you would see it. I'm sorry." "Fine, Mom. It's fine." An uncomfortable silence followed and I tried to fill it with idle conversation. "Any plans today?" Her b*****r was going to stay at Donnie's until Sunday. I flashed to what my hallucination had said, that Donnie and my son were fooling around with hands and blowjobs. It was only with effort I stopped from sliding into that fantasy. Kira responded, which helped. "Nah ... maybe I'll just read today. Not feeling great." "Are you sick?" She shook her head, finally looking at me briefly, "no, just ... weirded out..." I felt shame. "Sorry..." "No, it's ... it's not that ... just ... you know ... everything..." I knew she was referring to the earlier incidents and admissions, and I tried to ease her thoughts. "That's behind ... us, Kira ... don't worry about it ... really." "Have you talked to Dex yet?" "No..." "Will you?" "I ... I should, yes." "Do you think it's sick? That ... that he and I like to play games with my panties?" I paused before speaking. I chose not to lie. "No ... it's not sick ... Maybe it's not ... normal ... but, no, it's okay..." "He let me see him getting dressed yesterday..." Kira said softly. "I guess I shouldn't be surprised. This is ... difficult to deal with, Kira ... really, really difficult." Kira was quiet a moment, then said, "you didn't have a b*****r ... or a s****r ... you wouldn't understand." "I--" It was a race to see whether a lie or the truth would come out first. I honestly wasn't sure which I would tell. "I had a s****r..." "What?!" Kira burst out, "you always said you were an only c***d..." "I know ... I'm sorry ... I had a ... s****r..." "A s****r? Mom! Why didn't you tell me? Where is she?" My lip trembled as I tried not to show my sadness. "She's dead." "Oh," Kira leaned over and touched my arm. "I'm sorry. I didn't know..." "She died when I was sixteen ... I'd ... I'd tried to forget about her ... it hurt ... too much..." Tears were forming in my eyes and I stopped trying to control them. It came back in a rush what had happened, and even as I couldn't describe it to my daughter, the memories flooded ...