1. I finally did it!


    Date: 9/7/2015, Categories: Anal, First Time, Gay Male, Author: mdbiman, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    absolutely fascinating, and surprisingly, turned me on. Eventually I started doing anal play on my own, stretching wider, deeper, watching videos of big dick chicks go to town on guys asses. I began to think, maybe I should re-evaluate my sexual orientation. After much soul searching and a lot of porn, I decided I must be Bi because I love the feminine form but I have a distinct desire to get fucked in the ass. That satisfied me, knowing who I was, For over a decade I still had no interest in men but I was willing to take a cock from a hot &#034woman&#034. Until a few months ago when an xhamster user from Ca. pm'd me during a late night wank session with a friend request. I accepted and we began a lengthy pm chat about what we would do to each other. It almost bothered me how much I enjoyed thinking about doing things with a man, then I thought about all the messages I've gotten from guys who want to fuck, all the missed opportunities. I also thought about the cross dressing question. A couple of weeks later a local xhamster member asked me if I had ever been to a glory hole. I was a little shocked, It had never occurred to me that there were any around. I responded no, and asked if he new of any in our area, he told me about one closer to him that he regularly attends. It is a bit out of my way so I didn't give it much more thought. While looking through his favorite vids I found a sissy trainer. I wasn't sure what I was seeing but it made my dick throb. I started ...
    watching more cd vids and searching for sissy trainers, absorbing as much cock and cum imagery as I could find. One night I stayed up until sunrise jerking off with a dildo in my ass, eventually using a pump and a cock ring to try and stay hard. But no matter how many times I came I still didn't feel satisfied. With all of these thoughts of cocks, and cum, cross dressers, and glory holes, it's been hard to concentrate on things. I look at men differently, every public bathroom draws my attention. My mind is increasingly consumed by these things. I decided I need a release, to seek out what I desire. Today I took the day off from work and slept in. I woke up massaging a raging hard-on that needed some attention, so I logged in and selected my favorite trainer - Total Cum Devotion byjlodalisque - and started jerking. The video is over 16 minutes long, I rarely make it all the way through. This morning was no different. I came after about 5 minutes while pondering whether or not the video booths at a local sex shop have any holes to be exploited. After a late breakfast / early lunch, I was bored, trying to decide what to do. I could play a little GTA, do some chores, jerk off again, or ... investigate some video booths. I took a shower, brushed my teeth and off I went to discover my fate. When I left the house I was so nervous, every nerve was on end, and my heart was palpitating, but as i grew closer to my destination I started to calm down. I convinced myself that this place was ...
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