1. I finally did it!


    Date: 9/7/2015, Categories: Anal, First Time, Gay Male, Author: mdbiman, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    This is all totally true. It's not a fantasy, at least not any more. After years of jerking and ass play to t-girl porn, nurturing a fascination with cock, an xhamster user asked if would be interested in meeting. I replied, No, because at the time I truly wasn't interested in being with a guy. But it got me thinking... &#034Does it really matter if the person I'm with has tits or not, If they are feminine or masculine? How bad could it be? A cock is a cock, right?&#034 After a few days I realized I was a little turned on by the attention. So I uploaded a profile photo in the hopes of getting more. It certainly worked. I started getting more friend requests and pm's, mostly from guys, which was a little disappointing at first. My fantasy involved me getting plowed by atranny, not a dude. Never the less it still got me hot and bothered, and I kept coming back to the question of how much appearance matters. Then another hamsterite asked if I did any cross dressing... I was almost insulted, but I realized it was just an innocent question, so I answered honestly - &#034No, and I have no interest in starting.&#034 This just fueled the fire growing within me. My confidence in my own sexuality was being shaken. Through my teens and early twenties it was clear to me what I wanted -PUSSY. No interest in men, the only dick I cared about was my own. I didn't even like to see guys in the porn I watched. Then I met a chick with a bit of a kinky side. Thanks to the internet I've seen ...
    plenty of fucked up things, (who here hasn't?) so I wasn't surprised by some of the requests she made and I did my best to accommodate. Mostly light bdsm, she wanted to be dominated, roughed up, treated like a slut, made to serve. But I was never really comfortable with that, it felt wrong being in control of another person. However, she would occasionally get feisty, her tastes would change and she would switch and become the dom. At first I wasn't sure. It was strange being controlled, but not uncomfortable. Then came my first anal experience. We started with a little enema play, followed by some fingering, and then her vibrator. I can honestly say I didn't like it... until she hit my prostate. My whole body jerked and I could feel some liquid shoot through my shaft and start dribbling out. She immediately slurped up my dick and started working the vibe hard on my prostate. I had a hard time staying still,. It hurt and brought extacy at the same time. The feeling of cum uncontrollably welling up from within overwhelmed me. We did this a few times during our relationship and I loved every time, but it always left me feeling a little dirty afterward, like I had betrayed my manhood. After we broke up I convinced myself that it was totally hetero because I was doing it with a chick so my masculinity was intact. Not long after that my curiosity started nagging at me and I started checking out strap-on and shemale porn. The stunning and convincing beauty of some of the gurls was ...
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