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Memento Mori
Date: 8/7/2015, Categories: BDSM, First Time, Taboo, Author: spermanator4, Rating: , Source: xHamster
door." "I'm also the scanner on your head. Let me explain: think of your greatest fear." I think of the Darkness. It has a face. A monstrous face. I panic. I can see it. It's coming toward me. "Describe it." It has huge eyes. "It--" And-- it's gone. I... don't even remember. I remember that I was afraid just a moment ago, but of what I have no idea. Some distant memories that I can't access. I've... been here before... I think. I search my mind. I try to trace my thoughts back, nothing. I start before the fear and try to go forward, nothing. I ask myself what I'm afraid of, nothing. The lights turn on and I see Mary in front of me, watching me, smiling. "A part of you, an aspect of your personality, a portion of your mind, it's still there, still, in fact, in fear, but it's disconnected from you. Is it still you? What is or are 'you'? Think about it." I have a vague idea of where she's going with this. "You turned off part of my brain?" "In a manner of speaking. It's still awake, but I'm preventing it from communicating with the rest of your brain. It has no access to any part of your mind that controls your body, so you aren't talking about it or running away, your heart isn't beating faster than normal. But if I stop--" It's coming at me, huge black eyes. Its mouth opens. I fall to the floor and-- what just happened? "See, whether or not this is part of you or, essentially 'someone else' is entirely up to ... connections. Hence..." she blinks, then the lights in the room turn off and on, "I am the lights, and the door, and the scanner. And the entire universe." "You can control the universe?" "Let us explain as much as we can before making our proposal. We are the Whites. Our mind is connected to, in control of, that door, these lights, myriad other things around the globe. Things like the door, with no sensors, we can open and close, but we receive no feedback, we don't feel it. It is essentially a part of our mind. Other things, thermometers, earthquake detectors, barometers: these are part of our body. We feel them. We consider ourselves to be everything, but most of our body is paralyzed, numb. We would like to change that." "You're crazy. You want to become God." "We already are. We just need to become more powerful *as* God. And you are going to be one of our checkpoints. You are going to be the first human to be absorbed into our mind, into the superorganism. We have been watching you, preparing you, grooming you for your shining moment your whole life. This is your time, enjoy it. This is your cosmic alarm clock. I wish I could experience what you're about to experience. The newness of it. The awesome power of it. But I grew up in it, I was born into it. It means little to me. It excites me to think they'll have a new recruit though. This should be interesting. I wish I could experience. I'm already dead." "What do you mean, I can see ...