1. Memento Mori


    Date: 8/7/2015, Categories: BDSM, First Time, Taboo, Author: spermanator4, Rating: , Source: xHamster

    Memento Mori, Part One November 3, 2013 at 5:59pm We, in the ages lying In the buried past of the earth. Built Nineveh with our sighing, And Babel itself with our mirth; And o’erthrew them with prophesying To the old of the new world’s worth; For each age is a dream that is dying, Or one that is coming to birth. - Arthur O'Shaughnessy The date is sometime mid-August of the year 2043, going by the East American Underground's current interpretation of the Christian Calendar. My name is Kaj. This is to be my first entry. I am being followed. Whether &#034hunted&#034 or &#034trailed&#034 more closely agrees with reality I cannot now say with much certainty. I am inclined to believe the latter, however. This -- thing -- has been following me for years. At least a decade, maybe longer but my memory Pre-Event is foggy on a good day. Somehow I know it will not follow me inside the coffee bar. Experience tells me this. When I reach the entrance and spot the familiar old sign, &#034Mary's Bean Counter,&#034 I take full advantage of the confidence it inspires in me and glance behind me as I open the door. It's there. My eyes avert after some fraction of a second, as if from the sun. In all the years I have been aware of this, this &#034entity,&#034 I have never been able to hold my gaze on it for much greater than a half second. When you stare into the sun, pain induces a reflexive recoil, bypassing &#034you&#034 altogether. But, if one were so inclined, one could progressively ...
    conquer that reflex. One could, as it were, develop a tolerance to the pain. But with this entity, this Darkness ... It is as if the entity is in direct contradistinction to the sun. The sight of it inflicts no physical pain, but o that it would! Nay, what it inflicts is infinitely greater, a pain that strikes at the deepest part of the psyche, so that to lay one's eyes upon it is to lay one's eyes upon a fundamental madness in the universe itself - something which had heretofore remained unseen. It is to be suddenly and violently awoken to the horrific reality that our neurons work tirelessly to keep ensconced deep in our u*********s mind. Whereas one might acclimate oneself to pain, the Horror produces the inverse effect, becoming exponentially more powerful as one contemplates it and with each viewing. And while the sun has inspired countless religions for its worship, the Darkness ... has killed everyone who has seen it -- in Time. And it has inspired a great deal of them to take their own lives rather than live another day with this Entity. But I fear even death is no escape from this Entity... This last encounter left me more shaken than is ordinary. It occurrs to me that I will not live forever, and I might not even live much longer. I feel I must finish my story before I die. I have been at a table in Mary's Bean Counter since entering the cafe. I must stop writing for now, because there is business to discuss with Mary. She does not know about the Darkness, or even that ...
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