1. Exploring Adam 8


    Date: 7/25/2015, Categories: Gay Male, Author: Damon9888, Rating: 5, Source: LushStories

    senior, someone who wasn't ambivalent about being in a gay relationship. I couldn't offer him that. The unvoiced and unanswered questions stayed between us as the evening wore on. It was as we made our slow way back to my apartment that we finally addressed them, starting with Adam's wry statement, "I'm not coming to this university, you know." We had been walking in silence to that point, and his sudden admission took me aback. "You're not?" I said finally. "Nope," he said cheerfully. "When did you decide this?" "Before I came. I've accepted another offer already." And he named a large university on the west coast. This all was difficult to digest, and Adam laughed at my expression. "You'd already accepted?" I asked. "Yes." "Then... why did you come here?" He glanced quickly around the dark residential street, but there was no one else around. His hand went briefly to my crotch and he gave me a squeeze. "Why do you think?" I stopped dead. "You came here to seduce me? That was your plan all along?" He laughed. "No, not at all. I never for once imagined that you would reciprocate my feelings. It's just... when Doug mentioned in passing that if I were to check out the university here that I could probably stay with you, I couldn't resist that. I figured we'd just hang out, and I'd get to spend time with you. I never planned to kiss you. I just couldn't help myself." I was silent for a long time, turning all that over in my mind while Adam regarded me with a worried expression. ...
    "You're not angry, are you?" "No," I said honestly. "Relieved?" I struggled with my answer for a moment before admitting, "A little." To my relief, Adam laughed. "I figured." He gave my hand a quick squeeze. "Don't worry, lover. I never had any intention of getting into a serious relationship with you." "Really?" "Of course. You're a spectacular lover, but you're not gay. I know that this was an aberration for you. And maybe it will happen again, with me or someone else, but I've seen the way you look at hot women." He grinned, but I couldn't help but feel a little ashamed. "I'm sorry," I said lamely. "For what? For being yourself? For letting me embark on the next stage of my life with what will probably be the best sex I'll ever have? For letting me lose my virginity to someone I love and admire? God forbid it might have been my friend Sandy! Or some hopeless groping with a skeezy guy I meet at a gay club." He stopped and turned me to look at him. "I will never forget these few days. I will always love you. And I will always be grateful for the experience. But don't think for a moment I want to date you. That would be utterly disastrous." Again, it took me some time to form the words of my answer. "You're a remarkable young man, Adam," was what I finally said. It sounded lame, but I meant it sincerely - here I was tying myself up into knots when this not-quite-eighteen-year-old had it all figured out. "Is that the best you can do?" he grinned. "No," I said. "I want you so ...
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