1. My New Need


    Date: 7/7/2015, Categories: BDSM, Fetish, Shemales, Author: subjaye, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    my butt. After he was done it felt better and was kind of cooling down a little. We went in to the living room and he told me to sit on the floor while he sat on the couch. I think he did this so that my butt wouldn’t stain the upholstery if it started to bleed. We talked about how I felt begging him in front of the people in the “Hang Zone” and what I would do if someone recognized me. Then he talked to me of the caning that I had just received. I told him how it felt inside of me and how I just shut my eyes determined to not to tell him to stop. Then he dropped the bomb on me. He asked me if I knew how many cuts I received from him? I told him I thought I had gotten 50 or 60. I thought about what you said about it being abuse and I wondered if I was sick for wanting to be abused. Dack told me that I should be proud of myself, as he gave me an even 100. I was kneeling between his legs and I had my head resting on the inside of his knee. I remember looking up at him thinking about how I felt and wondered why I should be proud of myself. I asked him about the cane and if they ever broke, and why he liked to cane girls. He told me that the cane was 38” and it was made out of rattan. The canes do break from time to time, but made from rattan they last along time and are very flexible. He confided that he enjoyed caning girls so that he could control their thoughts. Dack explained that once he had caned them and caused enough pain he would be able to train them and modify their ...
    behavior. I told him that I didn’t know what he was talking about, and he asked me if I wanted to move when I was standing in the corner? I told him I did very much. Then he asked me why I didn’t. The door was closed and he was in the kitchen, and at the very least I could have just walked around looking at stuff, even that would be more exciting than just standing in the corner. Dack was rubbing my head kind of like petting a dog. He stopped and raised my face to look at him and I was hoping he would fuck me or even let me suck his cock but that didn’t happen. All he did was to point out things about me. He told me that I knew I maladjusted and that is why I wanted him to hurt me. He asked me how I felt being naked in front of him. I told him that I was embarrassed because I knew body was deformed. He asked me how I felt my body was deformed? I told him I was deformed from birth and that I had a penis instead of a vagina. I told him that after all my SRS’s I would feel better, but still I would be deformed as I didn’t have a womb, and I would still have the defects of my body such as my skeletal construction (my hips would still not be as wide as they should), but it would not be as evident to others. He then asked me why I wanted genital change when it would not be as evident like the skeleton deformity. I thought about it for a minute then I told him that it would be more evident to the one that I choose to be my lover. I told him people would group me by the way that I ...
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