1. My New Need


    Date: 7/7/2015, Categories: BDSM, Fetish, Shemales, Author: subjaye, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    Hello Doctor, I hope you're doing well. I’ve got good news. My doctor submitted her approval for the first SRS (sexual reassignment surgery). Since I'm not responding very well to HRT I'll be castrated so that my breasts will hopefully respond. I'm thinking of trying to have it done online. I think I would be able to get a lot of people to watch and pay $100. to watch. I know that this is kind of long but I’ve been writing it for a few days now, and it is as much for me to kind of work things out in my head. I hope you don’t mind me using you as a listener. I was just going to tell you that I went back and let Dack cane me again but I’ve been writing on EP as a kind of therapy, like when I go to Narcotics Anonymous meetings. So I decided to write as much as I can remember about my feelings and what was going on inside my head. I'm a waitress and I have to work weekends (it’s when I make the most in tips). Anyway I called Dack and he told me to come to this pool room/video arcade/bar/and restaurant. When I walked in I saw him sitting at a table with 2 couples. I walked over and stood across from him and he told the couples that I was in his some of his classes at UCSD. He then asked me what I wanted. I had made up my mind I was going to do what he asked, but my throat suddenly became very dry. He asked me if there was something I wanted and I then did as he wanted. I begged him to cane me like he did before. The couples at the table kind of giggled and laughed at me. He told ...
    me sure he would but it would cost me a hundred dollars. Luckily I had seen one of my regulars the night before and the day before that I had made $175.00 in tips. I worked a large party where I work. I was floored by this and then he added, &#034There's an ATM right over there. I had gone to far to stop now and I went and got the money and came back and he told me to come around the table and to kneel at his feet. I didn't care if anyone saw me or not. I begged him to cane me and I gave him the money. He stood up and said, ok and we walked out together to the laughing and giggling from the 2 couples at the table. I followed him to his house in my car and he led me to what he calls the punishment parlor. When I walked in I began to sort of tremble a little and he took my purse setting it on a bar. He then selected a cane from some that were hanging on the wall. There was this kind of bench as I had heard some call it. It was kind of an “A” shape and at the top is where you would bend over. This part was padded and when you bent over it you had to stand on a sort of step. This could be removed and you would be just hanging in the air and unable to move. There were little foot rests off to each side but you would still not be able to move. He told me to come over there as he was standing next to the bench. As I moved to him he started to swing the cane. He was swinging the cane and making these loud swishing sounds. He swung it again and the he hit the padded part of the bench. ...
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