1. The long road to black (Part 1)


    Date: 3/20/2015, Categories: BDSM, Interracial Sex, Shemales, Author: sissyboiforbully, Rating: 75, Source: xHamster

    submissive. I think it was cathartic and relaxing to fantasize about stopping the stressful and racist competition with black guys. All of this laid a foundation of being tired of trying to be an alpha male, increasing interest in interracial domination, and an increasing interest in sex as a place to act out forbidden fantasies. Then during college a work environment developed that was unbelievable when I think back on it. I still can't believe what was happening there and I can't believe it wasn't obvious to me where it was going. When I went to work at a restaurant to be a fry cook, the manager warned me about "Darrel," an older black man who was also a cook and who liked to "jokingly" smack guys asses. The manager told me that it is a little awkward but that he was just joking and if it bothered me to tell him to stop. I just thought it was funny and didn't think much of it. Now that I think back on it, "wow," that would have been a lot of lawsuits if that were with women. That being said, as I was training I saw Darrel do it to a few other cooks and they would simple joke or do it back even harder. I had never been exposed to this type of ass slapping in sports or elsewhere so I was a little uncomfortable but I was certainly not going to complain about it or get anyone in trouble. Later after we had met and he was comfortable with me he began to start smacking my ass. As someone who is naturally shy, it was not really in my nature to loudly joke about it or to smack him ...
    back, or to tell him to stop. So instead I would just take it every time his big hand slapped my butt. Sometimes when I was focused on work I would jump a little and even gasp in surprise. I think this just egged him on and I became his favorite. As I look back on this I think, wow, that was some submissive behavior. I can't believe I didn't act on those tendencies earlier. I think he knew immediately that something was different with me, the fact that I didn't loudly joke about it, or smack him back, or complain. He started to pay special attention to me, smacking me on the ass all the time, saying "good job" and even doubling it or tripling it up. I came to expect it like some fifties house wife. Secretly, I even began to like the attention. I felt like he was approving of me by slapping my ass, I felt like I must be doing a good job. I would feel a little buzz of satisfaction every time he did it. Soon I could tell that he was ordering me around more, making me do more of the prep, and making me do more of the "bitch" work in the back while he joked with the waitresses. His ass slapping was constant too, and I think other people were noticing. One of the other cooks told me "you know you can slap him back??" looking at me a little curiously. So I felt weird and would slap his ass back when other people were around but never when they weren't. Looking back on this he probably could have done whatever he wanted if he tried as I was clearly enjoying his rough hands slapping ...
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