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A Creature Named Estelle: Chapter 4
Date: 10/15/2014, Categories: Dark Fantasy, Authoritarian, Bondage and restriction, Cruelty, Domination/submission, Written by women, Author: IamAsexualBeing, Rating: 0, Source: sexstories.com
flavored gloss to my lips. I didn’t bother putting heavy lipstick on, because I knew I would be using my mouth and the lipstick would only smear everywhere. I was beautiful without makeup though anyways; it was something I was reminded of throughout all of my existence on this earth. What most people don’t realize, is that beauty can just as easily turn into a curse as it is a blessing. Human beings always have been drawn to me. Tempting my dark thirst, and teasing my soul. Reminding me I could never really get close to people without ruining things in some way. Until now; now I’ve found Matthew and he is seemingly different from anyone I’ve ever known. Not only does he share my new found interest in the delights of bondage, domination, and submission; but he knows what I am and he hasn’t run away. I feel accepted by him. In the very short time that I’ve known this man, he has made me feel more alive than I have in so many achingly long years. I felt that familiar sting of nonexistent tears though this time it was for a different reason. Anger didn’t give me this feeling… it was a wonderful emotion. One I had thought had long forgotten me. It was pure joy, I was actually feeling happy, but the emotion was short lived, and it faded away, creeping back into the dark recesses of my mind because... I didn’t know if I deserved to feel happy. I swallowed back the lump in my throat and with a sudden surge of confidence I spun around, threw open the bathroom door and strode quickly ...