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Caden&Nicolas - Part 2 - Conquering Fear
Date: 1/8/2015, Categories: Fiction, Boy / Boy, Gay, Teen Male / Female, Author: VanillaNightt, Rating: 75, Source: sexstories.com
mine, having him in my ass, everything we had done until our bodies couldn’t take it anymore. Much like what had happened with HWMNBN’ed. There’s the sex, although with Caden we were sober. Talk it up. Say I love you. Shower, sleep, and regret it in the morning. Only this time I didn’t regret. And I’m not sure Caden regrets, either. Sure feels like it though. Phone vibrates. Caden, again. “Last night was amazing.” “What?” I don’t understand. “Even though I feel…jumbled. Confused. Torn into a thousand pieces, Nicolas, last night was still amazing.” Fall down on my bed. Keep my phone at eye level, type, “Regret it?” A second later. “No.” “Then what?” Wait. Wait. Play with my hair, bite my lip, scratch my stomach. Wait. Then, in multiples, “I’m scared, Nicolas. This scares me. What we did wasn’t wrong. It felt…right. Too right. Like, why the hell am I just figuring this out now? Like, if you’ve known all your life why is it just hitting me in the face? All I want to do is make sure this is right. All I want to do is make sure that I didn’t react out of fear from the accident. I just don’t want to hurt you.” My heart races, stops, encourages my mind to race, forces my stomach to twist. It beats again, skips a thump, hammers against my ribs. “I love you, Caden,” I write back. “I love you, Nyx,” he says in return. Then a second one. “Promise.” “Take all the time you need,” I tell him. “I’ve taken all I need,” he replies. Then, “I want to go somewhere tonight, me and you.” “Take ...