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Caden&Nicolas - Part 2 - Conquering Fear
Date: 1/8/2015, Categories: Fiction, Boy / Boy, Gay, Teen Male / Female, Author: VanillaNightt, Rating: 75, Source: sexstories.com
again. Nyx appears by my side, his arms crossed over his chest and he shivers. “How are you, handsome,” he says with a smile, starts to fall down on my lap but decides to fall in my mother’s seat instead. “Okay,” I say quietly and look over at him. He’s incredibly beautiful in the way he innocently looks at me, and for a moment I want to throw myself at him, wrap my tongue with his and tear his clothes from his body, but I hold my ground instead. “Just…okay.” “What’s wrong,” he says, obviously panicked. “Too soon?” I close my eyes, feel the tears swell, and nod my head. “I think so.” “Oh,” is all he says and he lays back in the chair. “I was hoping you wouldn’t have said that.” “You have to understand,” I start, but he cuts me off. His voice shakes when he speaks, like he’s ready to cry, like he’s humiliated. “I shoulder have asked,” he says. “I shouldn’t have tried to push you there. I should have let us take our time.” “I wanted it.” “But did your heart?” he cries quietly and suddenly his knee is touching mine and his hand in on my thigh. “You’re doubting,” he declares. “It’s all my fault.” “Nyx, I—” “I understand,” he says. “I was there too. I’ve been here.” “But you’ve known your entire life,” I try but he cuts me off again. I’m starting to grow irritated, but when he speaks his voice melts my heart and I can’t find it in me to be harsh. “So have you, Caden. You said so yourself.” “I’m not gay,” I say. But he replies with, “Then you’re bisexual.” “But what if I’m not?” ...