1. BMS 10


    Date: 1/4/2015, Categories: Fiction, Author: Michael.F, Rating: 66.7, Source: sexstories.com

    with her, but the other half found some truth in that statement. She immediately leaned in to me. "No, it's okay." She said frantically, pulling me into another hug. "We're okay, Adam. We're okay." She pulled away to look me in the face. Her face looked very sad. "I just got you. Don't tell me it's ending like this." "Megan, you don't want me." I reasoned, breaking away from her and standing up. "I'm a cheating mess, and I don't even know who I am anymore. In a relationship you give some of yourself to the other person, and they share it with you. I can't do that if I don't even have enough of myself to give. And it's stuff like that that probably led us to this situation. If we keep going like this, who knows how else I'll hurt you? I don't want to lose myself. Plus, your dependence on me kind of scares me. I want you to be your own wonderful person." I gave her a small smile before continuing. She didn't smile back. "I feel like you'll get too used to being Adam's girl instead of being Megan Schneider if you were with me. That's wrong. The fact that you can't even stand up for yourself when your own boyfriend cheated on you is wrong." She was silent for a long time. "Who was the girl, Adam?" She finally asked in a small voice. I sighed. "I'm not going to say." "Who was the girl?" "It's just going to cause unnecessary drama." I reasoned. "Who was she?" "I don't-" "Who was she?!" She asked loudly, jumping up from her seat, then covered her mouth with her hands. She plopped ...
    back into her chair, her hands still covering her mouth, and breathed heavily. I got down on one knee in front of her. "You okay?" I asked her. She nodded. I chuckled. "You don't yell a lot, do you?" "Not ever." Megan said in a timid voice, muffled by her hands. "Adam, I don't want to lose you. I don't know how to be..." She paused. "Never mind." She finished. "No, please. Say it. I'm listening. Intently." I insisted, leaning in with interested. She slowly removed her hands from in front of her mouth. "I don't... know how to be confident around you. I don't like myself. I want to be like the other girls and have confidence, have their smile, their bodies, their... I want to be them." "Megan, you're perfectly fi-" "I want to be Nicole." I was taken aback. "Nicole? Why her?" She shrugged, looking off into the distance. "Why Nicole?" I repeated. She pulled her lips together nervously. "Remember the first council, where she kissed me?" I nodded. "I never even thought about kissing anyone, let alone a girl, before that day. She seemed so fun, so full of adventure. So confident. Like she doesn't care about anyone, she just likes being herself. I want to feel like that. I want to feel like no one is judging me when I walk through the halls." She thought to herself. "Actually... No. I want to not care when I see people judging me. I don't want people to giggle when the shy girl turns pink when a romantic moment happens in a book she's reading. I don't want people to stare when I'm ...
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