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Date: 12/25/2014, Categories: Fiction, Author: Michael.F, Rating: 66.7, Source: sexstories.com
knowing I couldn’t back down now, “I love you and I always will. But I can’t have sex with you.” Tara looked desperately at Kayla. “You’re okay with it, right?” she asked in a breaking voice, “You said you were fine with it.” “I am,” Kayla replied, putting a hand on Tara’s shoulder. “I’m not,” I replied, “And that’s my decision. You said you’d be okay with that.” Tara bit her lower lip and nodded slowly. “Okay, Jack,” she said in a hollow voice. “It has nothing to do with you,” I said quickly, barely biting back the addition of, “It’s me.” That was one cliché I hoped to avoid. “Tara,” Kayla said, leaning against her, “Go back to my room for a sec.” “Okay…” Tara said quietly, giving her a small smile before leaving. Kayla looked at me and said, “Jack, what’s wrong?” “What do you mean?” “Why are you saying no?” I threw up my hands. “I thought I was allowed to say no if I didn’t want to do it. If you didn’t want me to say no, you should have just told me it was going to happen.” “I wouldn’t do that to you. Neither of us would.” “I know…” My fingers ran through my hair, caressing the edge of a massive headache that was building inside my skull. “Kayla, it wouldn’t be like with you and me. I mean…I’m not in love with her so it would just be sex with a guy who loves her.” “That’s what she wants. You said you loved her as more than a cousin.” “Yeah, maybe I do, but it’s not the same. You and me…we’re made for each other. And you’re the one I’d be thinking about while…You know.” ...