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Date: 12/25/2014, Categories: Fiction, Author: Michael.F, Rating: 66.7, Source: sexstories.com
heart exploded. And part of me, and I didn’t know how prevalent or how big it was…but it was still there…wanted to find a way to end it all… I needed to be calm. I needed to find a way to relax and let go of all this shit. To find that balance I needed. I couldn’t… My eyes slowly turned up to see Kayla looking at me with fear in her eyes. I didn’t blame her. With all that shit going on inside my body and in my head, I could only imagined what it looked like on the outside. Damn… “I’m sorry,” I said in a husky voice, still panting and fighting to get my emotions in check. It was a losing battle…but I was going to keep fighting. I had to. That thought…the one of ending it all…that scared me. As I fought to get control of myself, a ringing pierced my ears. I thought at first it was just my ears ringing from all the effort of trying to get myself under control until I realized it was coming from my pants. My phone. Jeez, I’d almost forgot I had it. Frankly, a lot of stuff I took for granted was suddenly seeming very foreign. If I had walked into my room at that moment, feeling as I did, I would have been as lost as if I had been on Mars. I scrambled over the my pants, my limbs still feeling like jelly, and managed to tug my ringing phone out of my pocket and click it open. “Hello?” I said in a voice that still wasn’t under control. “Jack?” A man’s voice. Familiar, but… “Yes?” “It’s Frank. From work?” Frank…from work…Work! “Oh, yeah, hi. Hey, Frank. What’s up?” “You okay, Jack?” ...