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The lead-up to a first experience
Date: 12/21/2014, Categories: First Time, Gay Male, Author: dlcalguy, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster
"Don't worry about it, but you were wrong. I wasn't starting anything." (But my cock was still hard.) There was no more to be said. I rolled onto my side and turned out the light again. Staying there on the edge of the bed with my back to Keith. After a minute or so, quietly, out of the dark, out of the silence: "I liked holding your hard cock" Now I was having same-sex fantasies again. I felt just a little ashamed every time I'd wanked off looking at men. So I didn't want to admit to my occasional indulgence in that forbidden realm. Even though he'd just admitted the same thing to me. Maybe a lot of men think about it. But I'd never acted out. Except for the masturbating. But Keith was my friend and he'd been so honest with me... I wanted him not to feel like he had shared too much. Didn't want him to think we weren't still 'good'. I spoke without turning back towards him. "I've wondered about what it would be like with a guy, too. More than once. But we're both married and we need to keep our heads straight." I felt down and even now my erection hadn't subsided. Fuck. Now I was horny and desperately wanted a wank to relieve the tension. But there was no way I was going to do it in a shared bed. Or go to the bathroom... too obvious. Even though I'd basically shot him down, I guess my reply was a little bit of an opening... if I'd just said something negative, maybe it would have ended there. But I'd told him I had a ...