1. He knew when I was ready....


    Date: 12/5/2014, Categories: Anal, First Time, Gay Male, Author: dlcalguy, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    It was late on a Friday night, back in the 90s. The ride home involved two buses. I usually walked the second leg and it gave me a chance to drop into the erotic book store... if I went a block or two out of my way. Which I did, pretty much every time. The shop sold all types of material and I'd taken to buying gay magazines. I'd never done anything with another guy, but I got excited by seeing men sucking cocks and fucking. I'd been going in there from time to time for a couple of years. To begin with, I'd just only picked out straight porn, but then I started drifting over to the gay section and briefly browsing there. Later I'd spend more time looking at the pictures of naked men and their erect penises and finally, a few months before, I allowed myself to actually buy gay porn. Two magazines and a VHS. Paul, at the counter, had looked at me and smiled a knowing smile. "You're finally taking the plunge, I see. It took you long enough." I guess he'd watched my progress over the months. I felt ashamed as I paid him and left with the guilty bag under my arm. And yet I knew that I would soon be stroking my cock as I looked at other men. I had an erection as I walked home. It was an intense weekend, that first time. I stroked my cock and came to the pictures of men. Some just posing, some engaged in sex acts with others. All with magnificent cocks. I allowed myself to admire them. Let my inhibitions go and revelled in the appreciation of these studs with their huge hard meat ...
    on display. I masturbated to orgasm four times before I got to the end of the videotape. It was Sunday evening by then and I was exhausted. It seemed like I had only stopped to eat and sl**p for two days, the rest of the time I'd been jerking my permanently hard cock. It had been fantastic and I knew I was hooked on gay porn. I started to imagine taking part in the action. What would I want to do? And I couldn't decide. It all excited me. I wanted to suck cock. And I wanted to feel a man's mouth on mine. I wanted to slip my erect penis between the tight smooth muscled cheeks of a buff man's ass and fuck him, and I enjoyed imagining a strong manly man pushing his cock into me. One night I bought a dildo and some lube. Paul smiled again as he took my money. He knew. He knew my secret. He knew how far my experimentation was going. The anticipation, walking home was almost unbearable. I was going to fuck myself for the first time. But I began to doubt myself. Question who I was. I'd only ever had girlfriends... never been attracted to men. I still wasn't. I didn't walk along the street and check out guys. I looked at, and admired, females. But when I got to my building, I didn't second guess myself, the excitement was high and my cock was stiff as I hurried up from the lobby to my apartment. I wasted no time. Stripped naked and took my growing collection of magazines out of their hiding place. My cock was hard and bouncing up and down as I walked through to my bedroom where the ...
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