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Sisterhood of Sin -- 14 -- The Courage Jars
Date: 11/22/2014, Categories: Anal, Author: LastWife, Rating: 5, Source: LushStories
finally understand what went wrong with our sex life before I joined the sisterhood. The only sex we had was boring sex. It was loving sex, and that has its virtues, but there was nothing naughty about it. We were quiet, to keep the kids from hearing. We didn't do anything kinky, because we either weren't aware of the possibilities, or were just too inhibited to suggest them to each other. We didn't explore our dark sides. We didn't grow as sexual partners. We only grew as employees, the parents of our children, and postponers of gratification until the distant days of our 'Golden Years'. And now the sisterhood has both liberated us and damaged us further, well damaged me at least. But I have learned the rules that allow me to forgive myself. I can go to the edge, but no further, and have good sex. I only need to learn where the edge is. Unfortunately, I think that I'm becoming addicted to Internet porn. When I think I'm safe from prying eyes, surf through images of men and women in chastity, or bound, or even wrapped in cling wrap with only their genitals exposed. I see them stimulated to the edge of orgasm and then denied the final push over that edge. Or sometimes I seen them hit with whips or canes. I ask my shrink about my viewing habits, but she thinks it will pass as each of my quirks is 'rationalized', and she thinks I'm making great progress. The chronic masturbation has abated quite a bit. I still get inappropriate fantasies at inopportune times. I can be listening ...