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Losing It
Date: 11/23/2014, Categories: First Time, Author: sunshinegal, Rating: 16, Source: LushStories
asked you out. “The last few weeks have been amazing and tonight, I want to give you a night to remember... if you will let me. But if you aren’t ready, I totally understand.” Stunned, I can only stand there trying to process his words. Impulsively, I quickly snatch a glass of champagne from a passing waiter and take a large gulp. The bubbles quickly go up my nose and I am coughing up alcohol as I catch my breath. "Are you okay?" he asks, immediately patting my back. "Yes, I'm fine, " I gasp. “God, I’m sorry Beth. I shouldn’t have said anything,” he starts. I catch his hand and hold it in mine. “No, it just took me by surprise,” I murmur. “Would you think of me differently if I said no?” I hesitantly whisper. “Oh, Beth, no,” Mark says, pulling me closer and wraps himself around me so he can carefully bury a hand and his nose into my hair, so it looks like we are having a private moment. “You deserve to be treated like a goddess, Beth, and I know I can rise to the challenge,” he purrs in such a decadent tone, it makes my toes curl. I break away to look at his face, which is now smouldering. My earlier angst about succumbing to peer pressure flies out of the window as I realise that this feels right. I am not scared, nervous or worried; instead, part of me wants to fall into Mark’s arms and let him take care of me. I gently take his chin and deeply kiss him, sucking on his bottom lip. Before he can intensify the kiss, I slightly pull away and rub my nose against his. “Let’s ...