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Perchance to Dom Ch. 2
Date: 11/21/2014, Categories: Fiction, BDSM, Spanking, Author: DiscipleN, Rating: 82.6, Source: sexstories.com
rival walked away. I cried. I fucking cried the moment Father shut the door! Why did I have to chase this dream? On my terms I would gain everything without anyone losing anything. It felt like I was back at square, minus one, the square where losers start the game. Self-doubt is worse than fear and more likely after being wounded. Mother took careful aim at my hurt. A week had passed before I realized she'd been working on me. "Another game of Scrabble?" "Pffft! Maybe after I memorize the dictionary." I started picking up pieces. Mom, why don't you play video games?" "They remind me too much of work." "But you love programming." "I love myself too, almost as much as I love you." She held the bag. I dropped in the tiles I had picked up. "But you love Dad best." My chest anticipated stabbing. "That's true, but it's not the same love. Parents are hard not to love when they do right by you." "I meant my dad." "We have a strong bond." Mother turned away, to put the board and bag into the box. She closed the lid on the box. She didn't want to pursue my line of questioning. I got that much. My heart winced. "Um, did Grandpa really do right by you? He was so physically -- strict." "You don't know what you're talking about." "I want to know." Mother picked up the game box and returned it to its shelf. When she closed the cupboard I saw her slump, slightly. "Father would masturbate when he whipped me." "That's not at all right." I wished I'd cut out my tongue. "Mom, I mean, how did-" ...