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Sisterhood of Sin -- 13 -- The Cousin Who Isn't
Date: 11/11/2014, Categories: Straight Sex, Author: LastWife, Rating: 2, Source: LushStories
disillusionment with the Church, tangled as it was with my coming of age, the discovery of my own parents' secret lives, the sin filled things I learned from my mother's diaries, the things I witnessed, my mother's tearful confession about my parents' dismal marriage, and the connections they have to my perverse fantasies. Parents, but mostly fathers have used the Church as tools of control over their children and sometimes over their spouses. Some of us escape that control, but not without scars. Dan has demons in his closet and I have demons in mine. We cannot help what arouses our carnal desires. I stop hating myself for my fantasies. For the first time since my sexual dysfunction began, I know that I don't have to feel guilty about them. I only have to feel guilty if I go too far. I will rely on Dan to keep me from doing that.