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    Date: 11/5/2014, Categories: Gay Male, Author: macorxxx, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    leave for the day, going somewhere with her parents. So I spent most of that day watching porn, but eventually I wanted some contact, so I opened my old sex-msn and chatted up one of the girls I had in there. She asked what I was up too, and I said that not much had changed, I had a cam gf with whom I cammed daily until my parents came back and that I still spent my time with porn and chat. She said about the same and asked me to pass down a good vid, cuz she was horny too and wanted to satisfy herself. Of course I passed her a gay vid, upon which she reacted weirdly, asking why I was sending her gay porn. I told her that that was what I watched now, as its hot. Then she asked me something that made me realise what was going on. “Lol, you’re gay?” I wanted to say no, but as I did, I realised that all my sexual fantasies lately were based on men. This really confused me, as I thought that I was just being bossed around and slutted up by a girl. So I quickly opened my naked woman folder, just to discover that they hardly exited me anymore. The ones that were of girls in action, were the ones that turned me on, but I realised that I envisioned myself as those girls, being pounded by the guys and not the other way around like used to be the case. I imagined myself fingering a girl or licking her cunt, something that used to get me ...
    hard almost instantly now only quickly turned into fantasies about cock. I was quite distressed because of this and when Emily came back, I told her so. “I think you made me gay.” I said, to which she replied, “No, you always were, I just helped you realise it.” After which she started telling me how she just knows when guys are gay and helped me around a lot of confusion in the future. Now I can’t say that I was happy with this, I felt used and manipulated, worse yet, broken. But she kept on assuring me that no straight man would do anything close to what I did, even at the start. I blocked her that day and spent the rest of the summer in utter confusion, and the confusion remained for quite some time. So did my feelings towards men, tough I am able of finding girls arousing too occasionally. Now after almost four years, I still spend some of my vacations and free time on chatrooms, but gay ones. I don’t cam, as I find the risk of recording too big now, but I do roleplay and swap pics. I’m still a virgin though, as I never approached a girl since and am too much in the closet to find a boyfriend. But I have little doubt that this is how I was meant to be now, and wish that I still could contact Emily to thank her for showing me what I did not see myself. So if you ever read this, or anyone who was helped by her does. Thanks!
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