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A Polaroid of Kristina, Part 2
Date: 11/6/2014, Categories: First Time, Author: Oncearunner1974, Rating: 5, Source: LushStories
since my husband died, twelve years ago.” “I’m sorry.” I didn’t know what else to say. Her momentarily thoughtful expression brightened a bit. “Thank you. But it is all right. For a few years I simply had no interest, and I also moved to America. What started, or perhaps I should say ended, out of grief continued out of habit, and I found I had no interest in going out to meet men.” She kissed me quickly, her arms wrapped around my shoulders before. “Since I believe you that it is your first time, I think it will be all right if we forego the preservati-- the condom. And you are very responsible and mature to even think about it. Most men would do all they could to avoid wearing one.” Back in the present, holding her picture, thinking about that moment, I wondered if she had felt somewhat guilty about her invitation to have unprotected sex, as if she were pressuring me. Of course, in this particular case, she had been absolutely right. There had been no risk of pregnancy, and she had known beyond a shadow of a doubt that she was clean. And for all of her tact in pretending to “learn” about my virginity, it must have been stamped across my face and actions all afternoon, even before my stammered confession. Without thinking too much more, I'd made my decision. Looking her straight in her luminous green eyes, there was an unspoken communication. My eyes asked, “now?” and with the smallest nod, she answered, “now.” I pushed forward with my hips, and entered her. Her eyes ...