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Small Words
Date: 11/8/2014, Categories: Cheating, Author: skinnyandslinky, Rating: 2, Source: LushStories
had spent the last ten having affairs for the thrill and the sex and was interested in a threesome with a bisexual male. Her husband wasn’t interested and had called her a slut. It made me think of my own situation, more so than some other readers’ questions. The columnist was worried for the reader. She used some words to describe the problems the woman faced. Big, ugly words, three syllables and more and some small words that were put together in a percussion of daunting phrase. Words like denial and separation and consequences and a line I really didn’t like the sound of. She said that long term deception such as this could cause, “violence to your soul, the behaviour spiritually disabling.” Violence? Three syllables. Spiritually disabling? Five and four. Big words in a bigger context. Before we began this when I thought we might pursue each other, when our flirting was tipping over into desire and when I thought that I wanted to take this risk I remember telling myself some small words that I thought were right. Don’t think, I told myself, just do. *************************************** I drive out of there, the cold of the car close on my skin. I drive smooth and slow so as not to draw any attention and I want to linger in this memory as I think of her in the serious dark as I head home. I think all I can of her; tits small and firm in my hands; her empathetic ear; her hips shaking ...