1. College life 31 (the final chapter of the first se


    Date: 10/21/2014, Categories: Gay Male, Author: ab8715, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    not be tied down to one guy. It was fun while it lasted. Matt, thanks for everything you've done. I really had a great time with all the guys but..." Hayden stopped and started to cry. "I guess... that's over with... now." We found a bench and took a seat with Reilly passing us by. "Hayden, is there another reason?" Hayden wiped his eyes and looked at me. "Matt, my parents don't know I'm gay." "What?" "I've been making shit up, basically lying to everyone that they knew. They would die if they knew I was gay." "I think I'm beginning to see the reason now. You're afraid you'll slip up and tell them about Scott." "I've told them about Scott but that he is just a good friend," Hayden said. "You know Scott's not going to be very happy since you were the reason he told his parents." "Matt, please don't tell him. I really do like Scott a lot. Maybe over the Christmas break I'll man up and confess. My parents are very religious with my Dad a deacon in the church. It will kill them but it is something I should do one day but I don't when that day will be just yet." "Now I see the picture, Hayden. I'm sorry but that's not much help. Maybe you should confess your troubles to Scott and see what he says other than just running away from them." "I might when the new semester begins. Please don't tell Scott." "Okay," I said. "I won't tell him. Besides, it's not my place to tell him." Walking back to the dorm, I did feel for Hayden. I knew I was very lucky to have Mom accept and love me ...
    after I told her. I can't imagine being in Hayden's position and having to weave lie after lie to hide the truth. It broke my heart for Hayden and could tell he was tormented by it. Privately, he must have really struggled but he was able to be true to himself with and around us. Back at the room, Kris was waiting on me to go to the Rec Center. I changed in a hurry even though I really didn't feel up to it. We headed out and gathered Scott, Juan, Colt and Jess with Alex to meet us there. Entering the Rec Center, I didn't see Corey and continued to stow away my bag in a locker as did the others. "Hey Matt, did you talk to Hayden today?" Scott asked me coming out of the locker room. "Yes, I did after class." "What did he say?" "Other than he was bored and ready to move on that was about it," I replied with a half truth. "Bored my ass," Scott stated. "I don't get him at all. Never once did he complain he was bored with me." I shrugged, "That's what he said." We continued on and did our scheduled work out for the day. Kris, Alex, Jess and Colt did something called maxing out on the bench. I watched for a minute before Scott and I headed off to do our thing. Scott continued to ask me what else was said. I held my ground and said it was short and sweet. We showered in the locker room before heading back to the room. I stayed in the room to study while Kris headed to see Liz. Alone there, I debated on whether to give Scott Reilly's number or wait to see how things panned out with ...
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