1. Forbidden Fantasy


    Date: 10/21/2014, Categories: Cheating, Author: prairiedogg, Rating: 17, Source: LushStories

    cigarette. We both knew we needed to discuss what had happened since last night. My emotions were all jumbled, but there were some things which needed to be said and decisions which needed to be made. We decided to make and enjoy a nice Thanksgiving dinner and then we would discuss the elephant in the room. We worked all morning in the kitchen. I cleaned the turkey while Jackie prepared the dressing. When she was done I filled the cavity with the stuffing while Janice made the pumpkin pie filling and poured it into the two crusts she had made yesterday morning. We then put the bird in the oven and relaxed. There were more than a few little kisses between us as we worked, and that made us feel like young lovers. Over what I must consider to be the best Thanksgiving dinner I've had in years, we discussed what had happened and where we want to go with it. "Is this the point of no return?" I asked her. "We both gave in to what we've felt for years, but is that it? Do we just walk away and pretend it didn't happen, holding memories and nothing else? Do we run away together and live happily ever after, regardless of the consequences? I know that I'll never be able to go through the rest of my life and never hold you again or make love to you. I've known it all these years, but I never allowed myself the luxury of saying it. I love you, Jan. What do you want?" Janice put down her fork and took a deep breath. "Sean, I've waited too long to just walk away after one or two nights, but ...
    at the same time I'm not prepared to destroy my sister's idea of her perfect life. We don't get along very much these days, hell, if we ever got along at all, but going public with this would hurt too many people. There are your kids to consider. It would be bad enough if their folks split up, but even worse if they knew that it was their Aunt who played a big role in it. No, I've decided what I want." "And what is that," I asked. "I want us to continue to see each other, as lovers, whenever and wherever we can. We'll have to be careful and it will mean that we will be sneaking around, but this is what I want. I haven't done anything selfish for as long as I can remember, but this time I want to do something for me. Sean, I've loved you, or at least the thought of what you are to me, for all these years. Now that we've admitted our feelings for each other I feel that the hard part is over. Sure, it will be difficult, and we might go a long time between visits, but I'm prepared to do that for even a few nights with you. I've been so lonely here and there was always this hope, this dream that somehow we could get together. Now that this day has come my answer is no. No, I'm not willing to give up on you or on us that easily. I want whatever time with you that I can get. Is that something you can live with?" I reached across the table and took her hands in mine. "I'll do anything you wish, my love. Anything. If this is what you want, then I'll do whatever I have to do to make it ...
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