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the Night Whispers Index-8
Date: 9/24/2015, Categories: First Time, Mature, Taboo, Author: stif266, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster
"it's okay, I guess. After what Jackie showed me of you two ... I'm okay with you watching me..." "Thanks," I said as I tried to dry my eyes, "but your b*****r..." "I'll talk to him, Mom." "What will you say?" I asked, using the sleeve of my robe to wipe aware my last tears. Kira replied, "I'll tell him the truth. All of it. What I've been thinking of him, and of you, and what has happened with Jackie ... and I'll tell him that I want to be with him when the time is right." I nodded, feeling a bit of hope that the conversation might ease my son's anger at me. A selfish thought, I know, but I didn't see any way I could ask Dex for forgiveness in that moment. "Okay..." "Mom," Kira added, "did you talk to Jackie since last night?" "Yes, this morning." "Did she tell you ... what I wanted?" I let out a steady breath, "you mean about when you and your b*****r are together the first time?" "Yes ... I want you to be there." "Kira, your first time together, that should just be you two..." "No, Mom. No." She leaned closer to me and looked into my eyes. "You always told me to make sure that, when I was ready, that I be clear about what I wanted and see that I shared myself only as I wanted to." "That's right..." "Well," Kira said, taking my hand, "Jackie told me that you wanted my first time with Dex to be special, and that's why you are ... teaching him first, so that he can make love to me the way I've imagined it. And ... honestly, I've thought about that first time with him. I've dreamed of it a hundred times, Mom, and ... you're there often. I want you there, Mom. I want to share that with you." "But why, Kira, your first time--" "My first time is mine to choose, and I want you with me. And ... I think Dex would like that, too, after I talk to him." "Kira, I don't want to spoil anything. I don't want you to look back and wish you had been alone with your b*****r. I don't want you to regret your decision. It's ... it's odd enough, to others, that you would want your own b*****r to be the first man to make love to you, but your mother being there ... Oh, Kira..." I felt compelled to rise and wrap my arms around my daughter. "I just love you so much. I don't want to hurt you." "I know, Mom. But this is what I want. Really. I thought about it even before Jackie started visiting me. I thought about you ... and ... the idea of you being there ... when Dex enters me..." Kira shivered, then broke into a smile, her voice a whisper, "I get so wet thinking of it." I could only return her smile, barely stopping the tears from flowing again. "Alright, Kira. Alright. But only if that's what Dex really wants, too. Only if he understands and wants me there." "I think he will, and ... I'm sure Jackie would be welcome, as well..." I hope so. After Dexter's ...