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New Life
Date: 9/28/2015, Categories: BDSM, Fetish, Author: klammer, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster
a feeling of release that time. The electrical current caused my muscles to contract violently and I felt like I was in the grasp of some awful monster and my semen was being squeezed from me. I looked in the mirror over my head and there wasn't one monster but two, smiling at me and whispering to each other. I couldn't understand why they were doing this to me. I wanted what they said was their ultimate goal for me. I wanted to be controlled and to be transformed into a woman. I wanted the surgery that would make me as anatomically female as possible. They didn't have to brainwash or torture me into desiring that I lose my maleness, my manhood. I tried to analyze their motivation for what they were doing to me but I couldn't make any sense of it. After the initial generalized description of their plans for me nothing was explained. This was only the beginning of many months of confusion and bewilderment. I would be stimulated in some form so much of the time that rational analysis was impossible. I could only concentrate on the things being done to my body. Some of the things were extremely pleasant and made me euphoric but most were just the opposite. I was to spend most of my time in a state of unimagined torment and desperate about the hopelessness of the situation I had willingly placed myself in. I was f***ed to ejaculate about 10 times before the stimulation was finally stopped. 'Milked' was an appropriate term. I felt completely drained and empty. The extraordinary ...