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The Long Way
Date: 9/28/2015, Categories: Anal, Fetish, Hardcore, Author: echelon991, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster
fallen for her way too much, but I was grateful to the Blonde, I at least found out firsthand. That night, I cried, after who knows how long. I sat down in my flat, with no light at all, except from my computer monitor, put on my favorite songs from Pink Floyd and downed a pack of Luckies in about two hours. My pillow was still drenched in the beautiful scent of her perfume, the Black XS...the only remnant of my downfall. I fell asl**p somewhere in the hallway, with no sense of anything, except absolute exhaustion. My mind went blank, yet again, as it did on the night I first kissed her, my heart pounded with pain, and my soul was darker than the universe. I experienced something I could never have for myself again, but I was grateful, as I had something so good, that it made me pour tears of grief when it ended. Natalie is still with her boyfriend, who is older, I am now back to disposable women, cigarettes and alcohol, lusting for that elusive feel once again. But as time passes by, fear has become a reality, and this is what remains of it, a quickly written trace of my past, a reminder of my biggest lust.