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Road to Ruin
Date: 9/29/2015, Categories: BDSM, Fetish, Author: klammer, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster
taste of cum in my mouth and thought to myself that I was pretty sure I was about to begin another bout of anxiety and self doubt. And indeed I did. While I went home and masturbated to the memory of what I had just done, I am sad to say that I never called Frank and never got together with him again. Looking back on it I got the sense that might've been the most normal relationship I might've had in all this. But at the same time, what was a pleasant afternoon ended with a blow and go (and with no though of my pleasure at the time). In any event, this second step pretty much made it impossible to pretend that my feminization was something I could stop at any time. Also, it worried me that my immediate reaction to seeing another man's cock was to drop to my knees and start sucking. And why was I only concerned about pleasing him and not myself at the time? As future episodes will reveal, that reaction would dictate the path my life was about to take. After a few weeks had passed since my encounter with Frank, I felt like maybe I should try to make contact with the man that had started my path to ruin. Since it was still winter, I could do a lot of things without people noticing. I continued to shave my legs, chest and underarms and paint my toenails. In preparation to meet John (I really wanted to make a good impression) I got a pair of red panties and red thigh high stockings and put those on. I put on a bra with my breast forms and topped it off with a red form fitting ...