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the Night Whispers Index -3
Date: 9/11/2015, Categories: Lesbian Sex, Masturbation, Taboo, Author: stif266, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster
maybe you'll even let him take your cherry :). Just have fun, okay? I think we should talk about us. This changes things. Also, I've been seeing a guy. Nothing too serious! Just talking. I don't want you to be mad at me, okay? I miss you terribly, and I hope to see you over Thanksgiving break. Love you always, Jacqueline I was a little jealous, honestly, probably the first time I'd ever felt that in a romantic sense. The two years or so my s****r and I played our games, she'd not dated anyone, and I was mostly too shy on my own. But the jealousy faded quickly, especially when I read, over and over, that she was coming home for Thanksgiving break. I wrote back, letting her know that it was okay to see a guy and I thanked her for letting me talk to Niles. I told her that I was really looking forward to seeing her. I also wrote that I knew that it changed things, and if I was going to see Niles, I wanted to be faithful to him. As much as I longed to feel Jackie's touch again, I had a buzzing excitement to think that Niles and I might make out. I'd already let him see my boobs, once, at a party, but it was just something we laughed off at the time, nothing overtly sexual. But he'd talked to me more and more, and I was becoming fiercely attracted to him. While I awaited my s****r's response, Niles asked me out and we had a couple of chaperoned dates before I got Jackie's last letter. "Where did you find this?" I breathed. I felt butterflies and knots fighting in my ... stomach. Kira replied, "in the attic, in that box with old pictures." She nodded towards the letter. "Was she your girlfriend?" I swallowed hard and told a small, white lie by omitting the full truth. "Yes. In high school." "You dated a girl?" Dexter said with an odd look on his face. "I never knew that." "I did ... just her, though." "What happened to her?" I swallowed again, blocking those details from my mind. "We lost touch," I lied again, even as I forbid myself to dredge back up the truth. "Oh," Kira said. "I just wondered..." "Don't really want to talk about her ... sorry..." I said sadly. "Not right now." "Okay..." All night, I tried to stay awake, for the first time trying to will myself to bring on the hallucinations of my s****r. No matter what I tried, she never spoke to me. I awoke the next day to the alarm clock buzzing. I had to work in ninety minutes, so I did my best to focus on getting dressed and seeing the k**s off to school. I knew I still needed to talk to Dexter and Kira about their games, and about my son taking my panties. But I was at a loss as to what to say. My anger had largely washed away since the sad moments thinking about my s****r at the pizza joint. Crazy or not, I was beginning to piece together something that had alluded me, something I'd buried for many years, something bringing my current concerns into a more complicated context. What had ...