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Two is Company, Three is Fun: College Confessions Cont.
Date: 9/15/2015, Categories: Group Sex, Author: alliet14, Rating: 17, Source: LushStories
After my fling with Mark and my see saw relationship with Kate, I pretty much went emotionally numb. I would go to class, practice and work then go home. I had no life. I was lonely and depressed because all my other friends were in relationships and out partying, yet I was alone. I hated my life. I hated my body and I despised how the men around the school looked at me. Guys hit on me all the time, making sexual innuendos and it made them sick. I desired the intimate touch of sex but I didn't feel worthy of feeling it. My attachment to Mark affected me more than I had realized. He had been the first guy since Ben, that I had lowered my guard with. Yet, my selfishness had driven him away. The signals were all there. He loved me, but I was too hard headed to love him back. One night while Kate and Daniel were fucking in the bedroom next to mine, I laid in bed and grew angrier with every moan. I got up and locked my bedroom door. I was not going to be her after sex dessert any more. When I laid back down, I took my ear buds and put them into my ears and fell asleep listening to music. The next morning was Saturday, and I had a long shift at the bar. I got up, showered, washed my hair and got ready for work. When I left our apartment, I walked out without saying a word to Kate. She tried to be lovey dovely, but I was over all that. I was tired of being used by her. I had decided that I was not going to be used by anyone. If someone was going to be used, I was going to be the ...