1. Isabelle's f****y Secret


    Date: 9/8/2015, Categories: First Time, Taboo, Voyeur, Author: brianbigdogsmith, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    help him, it wasn't all about me. &#034You took it hard Conner. I wish I could say that I know what it's like and that it will get better, but I never lost anyone like you have, however, back when I was really little I did lose my cat. It all began with a box of kittens that a f****y was giving away after church, everyone took their pick but there was one scrawny looking kitten left over that nobody wanted except me, he had stripes so I named him ‘Tiger' which I actually spelled T-i-g-r-r-r; pretty clever huh?&#034 &#034I like that name, but please continue.&#034 &#034Well, Tigrrr the unwanted kitten surprised everyone and grew up to be big and strong and he wasn't even afraid of dogs and I was the only person he'd listen to and he'd follow me all around the neighborhood. Then one day I crossed the street and Tigrrr ran out to follow me right when a car was coming and I yelled at Tigrrr to stop but he kept coming and the driver wasn't paying attention and ran over him and I saw it all with my own eyes; one moment Tigrrr was with me and the next he was gone forever.&#034 &#034Oh my god Isabelle, I'm sorry.&#034 &#034I loved him so much, I picked his body up off the street and I carried him home and I dug a grave for him in the flower bed and I put him in the ground and I covered him with dirt and part of me died with him that day, part of me is buried in that grave with him. I still miss Tigrrr every day, even after all this time, but I have learned something.&#034 &#034I'm ...
    listening Isabelle, you're the first person I've heard talk this in a way that sounds real.&#034 &#034It is real. What I've learned after years of missing Tigrrr is that the pain, the heavy weight of loss that you feel really isn't pain at all, it's the love that refuses to die, Tigrrr's love for me is still with me, I keep it close to my heart, and I wouldn't want it any other way.&#034 &#034I never heard anyone say that before.&#034 &#034I figured it out myself, there's a spiritual side to all this that nobody understands, even though they think that they do; so Conner, I don't know what it's like to lose someone you're going to marry, but I do know what it's like to feel bad and sad, and I wish there was something I could do to make you feel better.&#034 &#034You just did.&#034 &#034Don't you see Conner, everything has worked out so perfectly for us that it can't be an accident; your moving here, my resemblance to Kiyomi, and listen, I was even born fifteen years ago, just about the time she died; it's so obvious to me that something in this world is pulling us together.&#034 I kind of lost control of myself at that point, I broke down and started crying and shaking, big tears rolling off my cheeks and falling to the floor. &#034Isabelle, you're bleeding.&#034 Why I thought of my period I'll never know, but when I looked up I saw a line of bl**d dripping along my finger; the cut from the gate latch had opened up. &#034Let's get a bandage on that,&#034 he said. Conner picked ...
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