1. My descent into darkness part 1


    Date: 8/21/2015, Categories: Gay Male, Author: kelan1995, Rating: 75, Source: xHamster

    devastated, in others I was more turned on than I have ever been in my entire life. Over and over I watched more of these videos, I watched my fucking hot boyfriend make the term slut look tame. I watched his arrogance grow in every video. There were even videos he yelled about me, “FUCK KELAN, THIS IS WHERE ITS AT!” and stuff like that. Again it hurt but still made me so incredibly attracted to him, made ME want to worship him. Hour after hour, I watched, I came, I touched and groped my own skinny body, not even understanding why, but knowing that I couldn’t get enough. Wanting more of it, craving more of it, till I noticed the clock and it was 5pm, he would be home any minute. I was exhausted, hadn’t slept like I should have, I was covered in dry cum, my dick was still erect, I was sweaty and I didn’t even know what to do. I got up out of the chair and as I was walking across the living room to grab my briefs, he walked through the door. “You’re so fucking skinny Kelan”, he smiled at me while he walked in the door and closed it behind him. “You look hot, but you look like you haven’t slept well”. “I haven’t”, I replied. I tried to slip my briefs on over my incredibly hard dick, but they were too small and half my dick stuck out. “Hot baby”, he said. “But I am a bit tired right now”. I didn’t know where my mind was, I didn’t really even know what I was saying, but it was like something took over inside me, the thing that was so turned on by my fucking cheater slut of a ...
    boyfriend, and practically admired him for it, was in full control. Honestly, that mind itself seems to be the only one I have adhered to to this day, and I am not upset over it. “I saw your videos. I saw everything,” I said. His whole attitude changed, in an instant. The arrogant punk I saw in those videos, but had NEVER seen in real life, came out completely. The sarcasm, the “I’m way fucking better than you will ever be” attitude, was in full swing. “And did you fucking cry over it faggot?” He shot at me. “Did you think our vanilla sex was gonna ever fucking please me? Do you see what I am? Do you fucking understand what I am capable of?” “I didn’t cry,” I said softly. “I just came all over myself over and over”. “So you fucking liked it? Wow, didn’t expect that shit from a vain fuck like you. I thought you were the one that just wanted it to be us two, all monogamous and shit!” He spewed, littered with sarcasm. Again, my thinking mind was gone, I was all reactionary. I pulled down my tiny briefs and got on my knees. “If I can worship you and be belittled by you, used by you, touched by you, and fucked by you in the way that you acted in those videos, then I am yours,” I said. “Oh you’re fucking mine for sure!” He yelled, “But now that you know what I do, you are not at ALL my fucking boyfriend, but you are fucking gorgeous, incredibly hot, and have the potential to be an incredible bottom, and I will OWN you, as a fucking object, as someone who will service me, be bonded to ...