1. Meeting James Chapter Seven


    Date: 8/20/2015, Categories: Lesbian, Author: Melanieatplay, Rating: 15, Source: LushStories

    James. He controlled almost everything when I was with him, and what was worse, I freely gave him that control. I was also trying to mentally sort out how I felt about him spanking me. Part of me was afraid to do something wrong, because I knew if I did, he’d punish me, but there was also another side of me that didn’t fear being spanked. I suppose if I was totally honest with myself, there were times when I longed to be over his knee again. I very quickly became disgusted with myself, I wasn’t a child anymore yearning to be over my father’s knee. I was a grown woman and I had to be ‘sick’ for even thinking like that, so I quickly put that thought out of my mind. I also found it so odd that no matter what he did, or what he wanted me to do, my only aspiration was pleasing him. Was it wrong for me to find so much pleasure and contentment in making him happy? I looked into Flame’s sparkling green eyes and it broke me out of my thoughts. I wanted to know more about this beautiful woman sitting next to me. “May I ask you a question?” I said hesitantly. “Ask me anything Melanie.” “What is it like to dance at Sapphires?” She paused for several moments thinking. “It was very difficult at first. I know you probably wouldn’t think it, but I was very shy growing up, so dancing in a G-String was very difficult for the first couple of weeks. But then I got regulars who come to the club to see only me, and you learn to adjust to it, so slowly, I got comfortable with it.” I loved how open ...
    she was and that she was willing to share this part of her life’s story with me. “Since you are asking about my life… What’s it like taking money from a rich older man?” she said smiling, as she gently teased me. “We are kindred aren’t we?” I said, thoughtfully. “Sometimes it’s difficult. I told my friends about him which I think now might have been a mistake. They say they are all right with it, but, sometimes they look at me differently, and I guess I wonder what they say about me when I’m not there.” I thought for a moment. “He’s very generous with me and I’m not used to having money, at least not like this, not this much of it, so there’s some guilt but I’m trying to work through it.” “You have a very good situation going with him and most women I know, or I should say, who I work with, would jump at a chance for what you have, so don’t feel guilty about it,” she said. I pondered her statement. I wasn’t sure that I liked being compared to her co-workers. But, was I really any better than the girls she worked with? My relationship with James wasn’t as public as dancing in a G-String in front of hundreds of men. However, there weren’t that many degrees of separation in how they were making money and how I was making mine. “Do you… um… do... this very often?” I asked. I felt embarrassed for even broaching the subject, but I was curious to know, and she seemed very open about sharing her life with me. It felt like she was the first person who could relate to what I was doing ...
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